simply blissful life.

2009-08-24T22:09:00.000+08:00

new love is like pregnancy;
you should wait 3 months before telling anybody your exciting news.When you are falling for somebody, you can tell people you are dating but you want to keep quiet about just how excited you are untill you passed that critical 3 months; things are just too fragile and unsure before that. Not that things cant go wrong after that poing, but theres a better chance that things are healthy and will stick..=)

how time really flies..its my 3rd year celebrating the bulan puase with mr faris.i am really very happy with him nw the past years was quiet disasterous but we learned a lot and we are still standing strong and loving each other more than ever.

2009-08-16T23:50:00.000+08:00

i know i so gatal.
im moving here back.haaaha.

nytez!

moved

2009-08-02T00:57:00.000+08:00

I HAVE MOVED TO http://huu-d-aaa.tumblr.com/.

5 more days.

2009-07-26T01:03:00.002+08:00

its my birthday soon.
and i just wish to be happy.=)

baby wonder girls..

2009-07-25T20:17:00.000+08:00

SO DAMN CUTE LA!

1 2 3 4 hi-5

2009-07-19T14:35:00.000+08:00

=)
YOU'R MY NUMBER ONE!

you make me happy when skies are grey

2009-07-17T22:31:00.002+08:00

hello!!

im going to update my blog today becoz im gg to the mcdonalds open house on sunday..haaha..semangat pe?

anyway,this week is super tiring.on mon & tue was work and sch as usual and then on wed already planned to take mc as aku malas nk pegi keje and nk kua so g poly.and then mlm nye aku betol2 sakit.demam high fever la seyy.haaha.so on thur mc betol2 la sakit.rested at home.and then just now was work as usual and then went to shasha home to do our group project.tomorrows plan will be a date with ema gf and sun as i mentioned earlier and then a date with mf boify.heehe.and for the first time its already mid month and i still have lots of kaching left.heehe.

kwn2 jgn lupe save duit beli hadiah yeee..
31th july lagi brape hari je..haaaha

huda sungguh muke tebal..
=)

nytes people!!
njoy the weekends.

updates

2009-07-12T15:27:00.003+08:00

hello.
my days are so busy and i am very tired.walaupun tempat keje depan uma,its still so tired..there are some days where i have to rush from work to school and when im nt rushing i will meet bf to eat.and by the time i reach home my batt is already flat.i dont even touch the comp on weekdays now and my pet is left smelly and hungry..heehe.
anyway,work is great i got the job i wanted so what more cn i ask for and the ppl are also great..but sadly the teacher in charge of my class is leaving already and tuesday is her last day..so after that diyanah and me will have to plan the lesson for the kids..hopefully i cn cope la eh.coz with my sch work and all,im just worried i might nt be able to.
anyway went to watch transformers last week and it was awesome but i dont quiet understand la.need to watch it again when i have the time.=)
on fri i skipped sch to celebrate dyna & wan pari bdae.it was held at east coast park and as usual la kn dorg lmbt..8.30pm janji tapi only we know what time they reached.heehe.
at least we didnt reached last.and after that we went for bowling.it was a fun filled evening.=)
and ysterday went to celebrate aja bdae.we ate seoul garden and no pics coz alfa forgot to bring camera and bdae girl was pretty upset.i bought for her a dress hope she love it.
next will be my bdae.the bf have already bought for me a puma sweater and a baby-g watch and i am so loving it..oh,i cant wait for the actual day celebration.and then i will skip school again coz my bdae falls on a friday.-___-

and i am so getting fat like seriously.
diet please.-_____-

so;
happy 24th bdae to dyna
happy 22nd bdae to aja
happy 22nd bdae to wan pari
may you guys have a fun filled life and stay happy always.
=)

Listening is an attitude of the heart, a genuine desire to be with another which both attracts and heals.

busy beee.

2009-07-05T01:12:00.000+08:00

update soon!
=)

gembira

2009-06-28T20:26:00.002+08:00

monday - last day of work @ diners.=)

tuesday - start work @ childcare.=)
wednesday - kaaaaaching & date with mr.F.=)
what a way to start a week and yeah JULY is coming!=)
in short,i am HAPPY.

because life is unpredictable...

2009-06-26T13:17:00.000+08:00

in memories of MJ.

happy fathers day

2009-06-21T13:40:00.003+08:00

happy fathers day to my dad.

hes the only person in this world who won't give up on me no matter what mistakes i did.

i love you dad.

1st july faster come can?coz im super broke.

and i have an interview tmrrow for a childcare which is steps away from my house..heeh.

wish me luck.

and i so miss a lot of ppl.

im just keeping my self busy.because.......

*sigh*

as usuals.

2009-06-08T14:35:00.001+08:00

dear frens,i would really appriciate if you could drop yr links.

i deleted all of them.

thank you & have a great week.

much love;

huda

life always goes on

2009-06-07T22:45:00.002+08:00

welcome JUNE.

anyway,2009 is not gg the way i want it to so far.lots and lots of hiccups here and there,but still,this is what makes life worth living right?these life experince is pricless.

so now i am back to school but on a part-time basis.taking up a cert on early childood education.and working part time at diners club and seriously,i have not even work for a mth and im already getting bored of the job.i guess im not the kind of person to work in an office.mendaks ok!theres a comp but with no internet connection.its an easy job with great pay,but seriously,its just bored.haaaha.cerewet kn huda.

anyway,i wanna share smthing.just now i was in my room all alone during evening time,nk maghirb.so i on the radio to warna to hear the azan.i closed my windows and curtains all.then when the azan was over kn ade bace doa2,so i kept silent and then i heard voices at my back.it sounded like "tolong" "tolong".so,i turned ard there was nothing but i just have the feeling that something/someone was over there some where.i keep silent and tried to hear it.it wasn't clear but i swear i heard it la seyy.it sounded like a nenek tue voice,so what i did next?kluaaaa bilekk..

and to think that i have to stay home alone for a week starting from 12th june.everyone is ggt malacca and im stuck at home coz of sch & work.tell me how?i will only reach home like 11.30pm eveyday and da la rumah aku sunyi mlm2.*sigh*

"im sory if i made her cry,not my intention.but i was just pissed off.im sorry.my apologies from the bottom of my heart"

-huda

"there are no mistakes in life;only lessons"

Life is just a series of trying to make up your mind.

2009-05-27T10:52:00.003+08:00

i started school yesterday and as usual,im the last few to arrive.not my fault anyway,the machine nk beli standad tix was jam.haaha.kalau tk da siang daa.=) anyway,saw a fren of mine also in the same class.at least ade kwn la kn.and baru start skola thurs da tkde lesson.org da semangats ni.i am so looking foward.heehe.oh and there are some rules which i hate to follow.
1)no slippars and shorts.-____-aku da la tk byk kasot.on a brighter side this gives me a reason to shop,but trust me,i will still end up buying slippars.heehe
2)no using of hp during lesson.hp MUST be switched OFF.double -____-
3)the teacher keep on repeating this "BE PUNCTUAL". its only a 5min grace time allowed.
wahhlowweei!5 mins ehh.tripple -_____-
this just means i have to be more disipline.and in case you guys are wondering what time i start sch.its 6.30PM.haaha.tetap lmbt!!hudahuda.

so now mon,wed,sat and alternate sunday is work and tue,thur,fri is school.
tell me how am i gg to meet my frens?-____-
and i am so not looking foward to october la..haiyoh!can time please go slower?
and rez please eh jgn nk memandai2 nk tutup blog.bile kau g ns bole aku bace kn bile aku bored.
ok?
have a great week ahead people.

oh,and i think that the bf and i just seem to have more and more fren in common.this singapore is so damn small la.and the bf will always say this "i rase kalau i tk nmpk u kt skola pon mesti kite teserempak kt lua eh?" and i will say "eleh,step u nk je u kn ramai peminat"
and he will say "eleh dorg yg nk i tapi i nk you aje."
haahaa.extra sweetness la him.
syg awk mr faris!

muchlove,huda

tiga malam tanpa bintang

2009-04-17T23:58:00.001+08:00

Kasih.. maafkan diriku
Banyak dosaku padamu
Tidak terhitung jari jemari daku
Tak dapat dibilang bagai bintang beribu
Sukarnya diriku menebus kekhilafan yang lalu

Kasih.. engkau tak bersalah
Hanya hatiku yang buta
Tulus dan ikhlas kau korban jiwa raga
Dan tanpa belas ku buat kau kecewa
Ku tahu dirimu sukar melupakan segalanya

i will be away,for a while.
ok bye!

ku pendam sebuah duka

2009-04-17T16:35:00.003+08:00

one chance and its gone.

im sorry.

ok bye!

Lyrics | Khatijah Ibrahim lyrics - Ku Pendam Sebuah Duka lyrics

after every ending, there is a new beginning

2009-04-15T15:20:00.007+08:00

"Those who appear in your life; whether to help or harm; are all given by God.Meet all of them with a peaceful heart but with a warrior's spirit. You will fail many times but in failing,you will learn & in learning you will find your way. Remember, there are no mistakes in life; only lessons. And lessons will keep repeating themselves untill learned."

-a msg i received from a fren

people can all just talk.but i am the one who is in it and im the one who is feeling it.

maybe to some it may just be a small issue but to me its not.

it sucks when yr bf trust his fren more than you.and is willing to share something that is so personal.

and its hard when eveytime only when you have make the mistake and i wish to walk away,you stopped me.and said that ur sorry and u realise your mistake.

why is it always that way?why does it have to happen and then you will realise the consequnces.

where is your brain?

dont you ever think before doing it?if you knew it would hurt me then why do it?

i know i made some mistakes too,but hey,at least i dont tell my fren something so personal like what u had typed in that msg.and if you think that its not possible to trust me again,maybe we shld just lead our own seperate lifes.no use forcing.its things are meant to be,it will be.

remember;people will know only what we choose to let them know.

before a guy acctually gets the girl,he is willing to do anything and everything but after that?its just a cheap talk.

~blearrrgh

im taking a break from this ting call love.

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anyway i have sign up for a course in early childhood.so in short i have acctually wasted 4 years in ITE and not getting in the industry with my cert.haha.but no regrets,coz i made lots of great frens.:)) and im gg to an interview tomorrow.

wish me luck people.

"Some people think that it's holding on that makes one strong; sometimes it's letting go."

ok bye!

whatever

2009-04-14T11:42:00.002+08:00

back to square one,again.

ok bye.

Assumptions are the termites of relationships

2009-04-12T15:04:00.005+08:00

10.04.09
a simple picnic organise by braim's family,to celebrate his sister bdae.

but we didnt know until the last min and didnt managed to get any present and the rain just made us more late.

anyway;when they are already packing to go home,his sister shouted for faris;

her:faris, next year belikn moto.

bf: dari aku belikn moto lebih baik aku khawin.

haahaa.yeahh ryte!

reached there abt 6.eat.uno-ed.bluff-ed.muderer-ed.

05.04.09
ana's brother wedding.

"It takes a couple seconds to say Hello,but forever to say Goodbye. "

cinta dalam hati

2009-04-09T20:24:00.002+08:00

Lyrics | Ungu lyrics - Cinta Dalam Hati lyrics

time of the month,again.

2009-04-08T13:53:00.004+08:00

i hate this time of the month.all i want to do is sleep so that i wont feel the pain.:(
anyway enjoy this video.it was at esplanade and sorry it is senget ehh.hehe.btw the 2nd guy is good.and i missed recording their opening ceremony when both of them di their 'ting' together,it was super nice.:)

"It is the things in common that make relationships enjoyable,
but it is the little differences that make them interesting."

ok bye!

i want nobody but you

2009-04-06T13:36:00.001+08:00

something to share.

2009-04-04T00:04:00.002+08:00

He’s not perfect. You aren’t either, and the two of you will never be perfect. But if he can make you laugh at least once, causes you to think twice, and if he admits to being human and making mistakes, hold on to him and give him the most you can. He isn’t going to quote poetry, he’s not thinking about you every moment, but he will give you a part of him that he knows you could break. Don’t hurt him, don’t change him, and don’t expect more than he can give. Don’t analyze. Smile when he makes you happy, yell when he makes you mad, and miss him when he’s not there. Love hard when there is love to be had. Because perfect guys don’t exist, but there’s always one guy that is perfect for you

~ Bob Marley

Boyfriends come and go, but friends are forever

2009-04-03T22:47:00.005+08:00

i hate my eyebags!!blearrrgh~
anyway today was great.coz i got to meet adeq,like finally after 3 years?of not meeting.and also kai.thanks a lot for the treat adeq.and also the dress.heehe.love it.:)
evnthough it was only for a while,but i really appriciate it girls.looooveyoutwo.

"Life is like a coin. You can spend it any way you wish, but you only spend it once."

ok bye!

Don't find love, let love find you.

2009-04-02T13:29:00.002+08:00

i need karaoke sessions.

"Its hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone if your heart still does."

okbye!

We all take different paths in life, but no matter where we go, we take a little of each other everyhwere

2009-03-31T13:36:00.003+08:00

this movie is AWESOME!!

go watch it!!!

anyway why is it so damn hard to find a decent job?

-________-

p/s:my life is better without you.i am content with what i have now.these people are those who dont judge and love me for who i am.:)

Life consists not in holding good cards but in playing those you hold well.

ok bye!

All's fair in love and war

2009-03-29T12:47:00.004+08:00

yesterday will have to be the most 'memorable' day in my life.anyway,i am so glad and aku really2 bersyukur whatever happen yesterday,did.if not i will be kept in the dark.and there will always be a point in one's realtionship that they were given a challange/obstacles so huge,but at the end of it all,it makes us realise who is the right one and it will make our relationship stonger than ever.like they say 'things that don't kill us will just makes us stronger':)
to ima;
thanks a lot for the advices and everything.you have been neutral all along and i now do realise eveything.and thanks for just being there to listen.:)

to faris;
thanks for being patient.and i thank you so much coz you never did ever give up on us.like basit said 'true love will always win' and baby,you did.:)
for you;

& i need a fcuking job laaaaaaaaaaa.-_________________-

"Everyone is a friend, until they prove otherwise.coz a friend never judge."
~think abt it.

okbye!

It is only possible to live happily ever after on a day to day basis.

2009-03-27T15:37:00.002+08:00

i have changed my blogskin to the same as ema..i have been wanting this skin for idontknowsincewhen.weeeeeee.

today i am veryveryveryveryvery the bosan.i have been on the net since like 12plus till now.everybody else is busy working and schooling but here i am rotting at home.eat&eat&eat. anyway,yesterday i went for a job interview.acctually i had 2 but i only went for 1.why?because the second interview was at paya lebar and it was at 5pm,but it was already 4.30 and there i was still at bukit panjang just finish my interview.i think i need to start having some self discpline.*mcm paham* anybody has any jobs for me?aku da tk cerewet tapi kalau boleh,i wanna it ard cck to jurong or cck to woodlands area.haha.

anyway,how do we differntate between someone sweet-talking to you or talking with sincerity through sms?hmmm.*wonders*

anyway,enjoy this video.:)

have a great weekend people.

okbye!

relationships and trust go hand in hand

2009-03-25T14:36:00.003+08:00

Dear huda,
You are a person who needs a partner who is responsible financially with an education, who will share responsibilities with you, support you emotionally and keep up with the heat and romance. Effort is a big thing for you and you need to see efforts being made by your partner often. Lack of efforts makes you feel like you may not be worth it in your partner's eyes and can cause problems in your relationship. Just remember that your partner can only do what he/she knows and cannot read your mind. If your partner is investing effort, but not quire as much as you would like, or not in a way that makes you feel special, just talk to him/her. Let your partner know that you love him/her and appreciate that he/she does for you, but also need and desire more. Then tell him/her what those needs and desires are. Open and honest communication with your partner will help your relationship grow into a more close and loving one. Understanding and caring about each other needs is key to making a relationship work.

sampai bila

2009-03-25T13:38:00.001+08:00

"Mungkinkah caraku
Melukakan hatimu
Maafkanlah daku
Oh sayangku
Sampai bilakah aku harus menanti
Sampai bilakah aku harus menangis
Sampai bilakah aku harus menanti dirimu
Sampai bilakah cinta kita begini"

what seems to us as bitter trails are often blessings in disguise

2009-03-23T17:40:00.003+08:00

yesterday was out the whole day.it was a date with ema.:)first to sentosa then to suntec then to laupasat and then to tanjong pagar,which kite pon tk tau how we end up there.i applied for a few positons at the career fair.harap2 dpt la kn.now,i am just so getting bored rotting at home.-___- after that we went back to suntec where we parted ways.ema went home by taking a bus and i went to met mr S & co. we walk2 a bit and talk2 then we parted ways and he sent me home.:) overall i had fun yesterday.hope to do it again soon.

"The difference between school and life? In school, you're taught a lesson and then given a test. In life, you're given a test that teaches you a lesson."

resah kerinduan

2009-03-23T14:27:00.003+08:00

"Mengharapkan sinar yang terang
Menyinari kerinduan
Agar terubat keresahan
Tapi duka yang kau kirimkan

Biar aku biar diam membisu saja
Biar rindu biar diam begini lama
Akan kuleraikan segala kekusutan
Penantian"

sakit

2009-03-21T00:20:00.006+08:00

i am down with sore throat,flu and fever.i feel like my asthma is coming.haish.i hate this feeling.so much of wanting both of them well, in the end,aku yg sakit jgk. anyway,i have decided to let nature takes it course. whatever happens,happens. if things are meant to be,it will.like people say 'kalau jodoh tk kemana'. no use if i keep on thinking about these unnecessary stuffs and let it affect my precious health.anyway,i appriciate all my frens care and concern. i am so blessed with you guys. thanks. sayang korg byk2.:)

my week was already well plan untill i have to stay home and rest today.sorry fidah.maybe besok aku feel better we will go k?i have been gg to karoke for 3 sessions already.and aku still tk puas.-____-
hope you guys pray i get well soon,coz i need a job asap.i can't be selling grapes anymore,coz my economy is falling down.

The heart has its reasons which reason does not know.

~B. Pascal

till then;lots of love,

huda

it was a big mistake

2009-03-19T13:24:00.004+08:00

"di akhir-akhir ni ketika aku dalam kesepian terasa kejahilan itu bagi ku satu kerugiaan."

till then;lots of love,

huda

biarlah rahsia

2009-03-14T23:55:00.005+08:00

i have to make a decision.

fast but wise.
haish.

"Why does it take a minute to say hello

and forever to say goodbye? "

till then;lots of love,
huda

please let me dissapear

2009-03-14T01:10:00.003+08:00

"ya allah berikan lah ku kekuatan untuk mengharungi segala dugaan yang ku hadapi."
amin.

"In front of the person you love, your heart beats faster
But in front of the person you like , you get happy.

In front of the person you love, winter seems like spring
But in front of the person you like, winter is just a beautiful winter.

If you look into the eyes of the one you love, you blush
But if you look into the eyes of the one you like, you smile.

In front of the person you love, you can' t say everything on your mind
But in front of the person you like, you can.

In front of the person you love, you tend to get shy
But in front of the person you like, you can show your ownself.

Then person you love comes into your mind every 2 minutes.
You can't look straight into the eyes of the one you love
But you can always smile into the eyes of the one you like.

When the one you love is crying, you cry with them
But when the one you like is crying, you end up comforting.

The feeling of love starts from the eye
And the feeling of like starts from the ear.

So if you stop liking a person you used to like
All you need to do is cover your ears,
But if you try to close your eyes
Love turns into a drop of tear and remains in your heart forever after."
~author unknown

guys are much more complicated humans than us girls.i don't know why they tend to take us for granted.why can't they learn to treasure and appreciate us when we are still ther ein front of them,willing to wait and keep on giving them chance to change.but only when us,girls decided that it;s time to go, they will start realizing that they love us and stuffs.it sucks.
guys are freaking asshole.
-__________________-

i just hope and pray that whatever decision that i come up with will be the best for all of us.
and i hope that the person whom i choose will be able to love,treasure and appreciate me forever.
cos i can't bear to drag this matter any longer its hurting all of us.
haish.

"People never know how special someone is until they leave, but maybe sometimes its important to leave, so they are given that chance to see how special that someone really is"
~how true.

k bye!

till then;lots of love,
huda

always will

2009-03-12T13:15:00.001+08:00

Seperti mimpi perkenalan itu cuma seketika
Namun didalam hati dirimu ku terkenang jua
Engkaulah permata didalam genggaman tidak kusedari
Kaca yang bersadur keemasan terus kucari

Tertutup pintu hati, minda tak berfungsi diketika itu
Tak tahu menilai mana yang tulin mana yang palsu
Diakhir-akhir ini ketika aku dalam kesepian
Terasa kejahilan itu bagiku satu kerugian

till then;lots of love,
huda

should i?

2009-03-11T13:15:00.002+08:00

Pertemuan yang tiada terduga kini kita saling bermesra
masa berganti hati diubati mekarnya cinta mula dirasai

semakin ingin ku cuba luahkan engkau masih tidak mengerti
cemburu terasa musnahlah impian lihat engkau terus direbuti

berkali ku nyatakan ku sayangkan padamu namun kau masih membisu
kau tak mengerti ingin kau ku miliki kau menghancuri hati ini

ku cuba nyatakan rasa cintaku hati masih terus keliru
andai kau fahami isi hatiku yang benar ingin memilikimu

berkali ku nyatakan ku sayangkan padamu namun kau masih membisu
kau tak mengerti ingin kau ku miliki kau menghancuri hati ini

usah bandingkan sejarah lama
kau tahu ku benar setia
serikmu untuk bercinta lagi
takot dirimu disakiti

berkali kunyatakan ku sayangkan padamu namun kau masih membisu
kau tak mengerti ingin kau ku miliki kau menghancuri hati ini

till then;lots of love,
huda

time heals all wounds

2009-03-10T18:23:00.004+08:00

school is o-v-e-r.
exam was ok la.i was glad all the qn that i memorise came out.alhamdulilah.
just gonna wait for the results.and i still have not decide to continue study or work.hmm.i'm quitting my part time job soon.so after the 16th i'm officially selling grapes.sape2 nk beli dtg la cck.hahaha!
anyway i just feel happy today.it's feels so good to finally finish school which i dread gg to daily.
and ending the day with meeting mr.S just makes my day.:)

it would be funny to see a guy stumble upon something while he was looking at you and not concentrating ryte?but would it be funny if that's your boify checking out other girls and them stumble in front of you?i don't think so.just thinking why some guys just love looking at other girls in the presence of their gf.don't they have respect for the girls?and will that behavior ever change?
anyway,its not about me since now i am officially single.but its just something i had wanted to blog about a long time ago,but somehow,i dont know why i did not.
anyway i think that i am more happy and more me after breaking up with him.
thanks for frens who have always been there for me.i love you guys a lot.:)
but now,i am just confuse.haha!
contradicting ryte?i know.
k bye!

"A smile is an inexpensive way to change your looks. "
~Charles Gordy

till then;lots of love,
huda

bored

2009-03-09T14:50:00.000+08:00

enjoy!

till then,lots of love;
huda

women are special

2009-03-09T01:42:00.003+08:00

i just loveeeeeeeeeeeee looking at this pic of me.i dont know why.and i love looking thru my 2006 photos.i miss those hair,those body and those legs.haish.p/s this pic wasn't taken in 2006.

somebody at work is just so damn childish.blearrrgh!da lah childish ,ego pulak tu.guys,they are such an irritating people. thats why we only celebrate international womens day and not mens. because they are not worth it.-______-

anyway,wish me luck for my exam ok.its on tuesday.

till then,lots of love;
huda

still thinking

2009-03-03T13:11:00.005+08:00

"It is ok to lose your pride over your love ones than to lose your love ones over your pride."

think abt it.

you know how sometimes you just hate yourself with or without a reason?

you know how sometimes you've made up your mind but your heart says otherwise?

you know how sometimes you want to move on but the process is making you weak?

you know how it feels like to not know your true feelings?

haiz..

till then,lots of love;
huda

updates

2009-03-02T09:45:00.004+08:00

sat was out with the happy people.and i did some shopping.bought a shirt from cotton on.and 2 dresses from fareast.total spent was ard 50.

a few weeks ago,i went to the hospital to visit a fren who was involved in a bike accident,it was quiet bad.i pray he get well soon.and few days ago,i accompanied a fren of mine,fidah to visit her fren at NUH and i really pity her,all the sufferings that she suffred. i don't think i can ever pull thru something like that.and she passed away on that nite,at ard 10 pm.be strong k fidah:)
al-fatiha.
sometimes it makes me think who are the people who will be there will be in my last few hours of myu life.will the pepople i hope to be there,be?or will people just come when i am gone?

yesterday work sucks.i was working with a new operator to happen to be the boss nephew.and i get scolded for nothing.how would i know that she doesn't know anything.my boss didn't tell me to tech her,so i assume that she knows,and yesterday was super2 busy.

karaoke with ema was great just now. it somehow makes me high.haha.we sang all genre from jiwangs to rnb to dangdut.thanks for listening gf.and after karoke went to have our breakfast+lunch+dinner at lucky plaza.nasi ayam penyet again, padahal sat aru mkn.after that we slacked at taka garden and home sweet home. and also i collected my beg which i have bought online at tampines.saye suker beg baru saye.this month i am overspending already.and i have just bought another dress online just a few mins ago.gosh!!someone stop me!-__-
&this few days the moment i lie on the bed,i will dozz off in less than 5mins.maybe i am too tired, this last few days of sch seems to be passing by quickly.i will miss school,for sure.tomorrow will be my last day in school with my class and they will be odering some pizza and some other foods.and also for the last lesson there will be a presntation for the last time with cikgu botak.

till then,lots of love;

huda

it is just.....

2009-02-25T17:00:00.001+08:00

memories of you i will always treasure and keep in my heart,forever.

saye suker

2009-02-25T13:37:00.001+08:00

i am super happy because i got to sit for my exam.i had hand in my mad project. i have taken my databackup test.i have "taken my nafa test".

&&&&

i have only 1 more weeks to exam.

i am sure gg to miss sch life.:(

and Saturday is gg to be a happy outing with happy people.

yeah!!

smile

2009-02-24T13:18:00.003+08:00

when in doubt;
smile

when feeling sad;
smile

when angry;
smile

when lost and feeling insecure;
smile

when happy;
smile

coz we never know who is falling in love with our smile.:)

&&

when feeling down;
smile
&
JUST DANCE!

i soooo can't wait for 1st march.kachingkachingkaching!

love,huda

move bitch get out my way

2009-02-18T15:41:00.002+08:00

This girl is a B-I-T-C-H. she snatches other peoples bf and then feel guilty.
and the thing is she is a filipino.i don't have anything against them but nw i do.
she breaks up my fren's relationship how cn i not be pissed.
blearrgh.
i have 1 wish,i hope karma falls upon her,soon.

love,huda

weekends

2009-02-17T13:25:00.003+08:00

friday was out with ima,fiza& is to watch ema perform.overall the performance was a great one except if there wasn't the bf exgf there, i would probably love the show even more.-__-
to ema;your performance is great ok,i would love to watch more of it,but next time stand in front la.heehee.:)
but still it was great meeeting harris after a long period of mia.we did some cathing up & im glad all of them are fine.and i didnt get to have a loooooooooooooooong chat with ema coz dorg sungguh lembab tukar baju.and we only managed to take 3 pics.school is ending soon so,lets meet up gf.
talking of school i have to hand in my flash project tomorrow and i still have a lot to do.and tomorrow will be a WAD theory test after which we will do our video shoots. and then END!

sunday was out the whole day.it was ana's birthday so,chah planned to surprise her at cwp pizza hut.i hope she loves the dress,she will look absolutely beautiful in it,im sure.:)

i am still confuse.

love,huda

i can't let go

2009-02-11T16:50:00.000+08:00

The day I said "i am only yours" I wish I didn't mean that. but sad thing was, I did mean it .. Thats why its hard for me... to put you outside of my world.. cause you're already here; in the deepest part of it.

love,huda

time-out

2009-02-06T13:59:00.000+08:00

will be away for a while.

love,huda

boy, u are making me confuse

2009-02-06T13:18:00.002+08:00

you are making confuse.
i just don't understand what is it that you want?today,you msg me nicely,when i asked you back for my things.but when i called you yesterday,you didn't even answered or reply any of my msges. tell me what is it that you want?
i don't want to waste my tears over and over again.
i don't wish to stay if i am not happy.
let me go.

2009-02-05T17:02:00.000+08:00

Anyway.... juz sharing.... There is this one incident
which led to a POLICE CASE.... KURANG AJAR ABES pasal hantaran TINGGI2..... :P

Mak (side Minah): Yerlah... anak saya blajar lulus universiti.... tak nak bilang baper...
tapi biar lah patut-patut.... selalunya yang belajar tinggi
dalam lingkungan 10 Ribu.... tapi ini lah satu satunya anak
pompan saya.... harap harap paham jerlah~

Mak (side Mat): Saya paham maksud awak... tapi saya harap awak pun paham lah yer...
kalau terlampau tinggi harus ditangguhkan nanti... biarlah dicepatkan biar jauh dari maksiat...

Mak (side Minah): Kalau awak tak mampu... Anak saya nie bukan tak laku...
ada banyak lagi yang tunggu.... dah lah harga rendah....
nak cepat pulak tuh... apa nanti orang cakap...

Mat Sendiri: Yerlah makcik... Makcik nie jual anak ke kereta?
Takda macam gini.... SEKARANG jugak saya DOWN 2 Ribu...
Saya bawak balik anak makcik.... Malam nie saya TEST DRIVE DULU SEMUA....
kalau dalam semua BAIK.... Jangan cakap 10 RIbu 12 Ribu pun saya letak...
tapi kalau dah LEMAU, ENJIN PUN TAK BAGUS tuh anak makcik DENGAN DEPOSIT
DEPOSIT semua MAKCIK boleh simpan!!

ihsan: sesungguhnya zaman dah berubah, tiada lg manusia kenal erti ijab
kabul, yg diparaktikkan adalah martabat, pangkat dan darjat.
Benar walaupun disekolahkan hingga menjadi seseorang yg berjaya, namun
mereka lupa akan amanah yg dijanjikan sblm dikurniakan anak itu.
Subhanallah.

P.S: kalau your parents ada plan buat ni mcm, suggest to
them to advert via 'ClassiFied Ads'. Insyallah ada yg mampu & sudi
'melanggani' iklan anda.
Orait pips.. more to read, a less serious matter aite? :p

Aku ni actually ghairah pat members² aku start plan kawin.
Bukan jealous cuma tumpang gembira jer. Heehee.
So aderla satu hari tu, members aku satu ni tepon nak jemput aku ke majlis dia...
Aku pon tanya ler.. 'Amacam geng, semua dah siap?'
Dia cakap 'Parah beb, gua kayap siak ni bulan... 20 ribu dah abis siol..'
HAAA?!? 20 RIBU?!?! Mak oi..

Hidop pat singapore nie memang ler mahal and
kekadang tu pasangan tak jadi kahwin pasal duit tak cukop ataupon duit
yang ade tu diorang tak bleh agree nak digunakan untuk apa.
Maknernyer, diorang plan nak buat majlis kan, abih tak
boleh agree with each other, so they bergaduh & bertekak & salahkan
mak bapak each other & end up, tak jadi kahwin.... Al kisahhh...

Tapi kan, aku heran tau.. pasangan sekarang lebih stress
memikirkan majlis ini daripader memikirkan maser depan dan hala tujuan hidup bersamer selepas
nikah. Heran eh?? Diorang ingat lepas kawin life stops there ke??

Hmm.. ok, that's a different story..

So getting back pasal duit nie kan, tak ikut market price nanti orang kata
kedekut lah, sengkek lah, tak mampu jangan ada hati nak kahwin lah, akak
kau peh laki la, mak ensem bapak jambu la, hai... macam-macam story lagi.
Biasanyakan, yang letak harga ialah mak sebelah pompan.
Bapak confirm mesti orait.. ikutkan aje.
Kadang2 ada jugak pompan sendiri yang letak harga,
lepas tu pakat dengan mak, revenue sharing 50/50.

Hurhurhur basketball btoll...

Mengikut survey kedai kopi pat Jurong West St 42, sekarang hantaran paling
minimum ialah SGD$7000. Maximum sampai $25,000 pon ade.

Kalau kedai kopi Marsiling lak SGD$5000 + rokok kretek 30carton.
Dasyat beb.. Dah lah Singapore ni mahal giler.. Macam mane couple tak bertekak..
Nak tahu apasal mahal?

Mengikut Survey Kedai Gunting Teban Gardens,
antara punca hantaran sekarang makin mahal;

1. Anak pompan sorang
2. Anak pompan sekolah tinggi sampai tingkat 20
3. Anak pompan paling jambu dalam family
4. Anak pompan kerja lawyer/doctor/CEO AnakMelayu.com
5. Anak pompan biasa pakai barang branded
6. Anak pompan yang pandai masak, kemas rumah, layan suami sampai suami takmo gi kerja
7. Kakak belum kahwin; jadi kena sponsor kakak kawin jugak.. nanti lemau..
8. Anak pompan tu banyak yang melamar, semuanya hensem
brylcream + kaya

Mengikut survey Kedai Basikal Chai Chee,
selalunya jawapan yang diberi oleh pihak lelaki kalau hantaran melampau sangat ialah;

1. Bapak Rock - 'Lu giler ka pa beb?'
2. Bapak Mithali -?'Astarghfirullah..'
3. Bapak Bintang TV - 'TTIIDDDAAAAKKKKKK!!!!!!'
4. Bapak Gangster/Tailong - 'Masih 'virgin' ke tak ni lu peh girl, ada diamond ka pa..'
5. Bapak Bisnesman - 'We're sorry but the returns of our investment is definitely less than 20%...'
6. Bapak Lembik - 'mahal la.. macam mane nie daling?' sambil membisik pat Isterinya...
7. Bapak Garang - 'APAAAA?!?! AAPPAAAAAA??!! CUBA KAU CAKAP LAGI SEKALI!!!??'
8. Bapak Gerek - 'HAHAHA! Lupakan sudah... Takpe Roy, nanti bapak recommend yang lebih power dari Ashwarya Rai eh?'

Mengikut survey Warung Nasi Lemak Bussorah Street, kata²
dari sebelah pompan yang lelaki ingin sangat nak dengar ialah;

1. 'Ikut suka hatilah. Berapa yang lelaki kasi; kita ambik je. Makcik ngan pakcik kau nie tak cerewet.'
2. 'Takpelah. Kalau tak boleh adakan sekarang; kahwin dulu. Lepas tu bayar pelan-pelan cara instalment.'
3. 'Jangan bimbang. Korang cuma adakan hantaran je. Duit majlis semua kita sponsor.'
4. 'Pasal makcik kau ngan pakcik kau nie suka sangat kat kau, kita ikhlas...'
5. 'Berapa korang nak kasi, kasilah. Nak ambik free pun takpe. Anak pompan kita ramai lagi. Ada kawan, rekemen arh skali'

Mengikut survey Mat Despatch Gathering @ Waterloo St, kalau
kena pulak family lelaki yang loaded makan tak abis punya; jawapannya;

1. 'Okay setuju. Kita up lagi $10,000. Ditanggung beresss.'
2. 'Ehh sikit nah! Camni tak nak lah. Malu la kawin hantaran $10,000. Kami OKB tau!'
3. 'Brape? Gitu je?'
4. 'Dahling, amikkan chek book abang tu.. '
5. 'Sebagai hadiah upacara masuk minang ni; kita ada siapkan kereta 5 bijik. Tu anak bujang kita tengah parking semua kat bawah tu.'
6. 'Sebagai hadiah upacara masuk minang ni; kita adasiapkan kereta 5 bijik, 3 bijik TV LCD 50 inci, 2 tiket penerbangan ke...'

Haa... tu lah beberapa karenah orang melayu kita ni. Hati dah suka punya pasal, semua boleh aje.
Cukup time tak larat nak naik pelamin pasal kerja tiga empat macam untuk kumpul duit. Ada pulak tu..
yg terpaksa amik personal loan la, 0% installment Bank la, atau pakai credit card.
Honeymoon pon utang.. Lepas kawin, dah balik dari honeymoon, kepala teros sewel, pikir nak bayar hutang and at the end of it,
tak tercapai lah maksud perkahwinan yg sepatutnya semakin memudahkan kehidupan.. dah terbalik.. jadi semakin susah.

So amacam geng, dah ready nak kawin?
Kalau yg dah kawin tu, ape pulak masalah dorang..

Ihsan: If you follow the greater majority on earth they would lead you astray.
They follow nothing but the conjectures of other and mislead those who follow them.
Your Lord knows best who stray from the path of Truth;
He knows best who are rightly guided.

-Qur'an, Al-An'am, Surah 6:117-18

love,huda

aku sayang korg

2009-02-05T12:02:00.003+08:00

miss.k"everybody has their own weakness so its time for you to stand on your own two feet."

mr.s"da lah kau cool down and let everything clear ok baru kite jumpe."

mr.z"hey tkmu sedih2 ,whatever your decision aku tetap ade kat sini."

& surprisingly i got an early call & msg from someone so unexpctedly.its as if he knows that i am feeling down.:)

sayang korg.:)

"Dunia belum berakhir

Bila kau putuskan aku
Masih banyak teman-temanku di sini
Menemaniku"

love,huda

sayonara

2009-02-04T15:35:00.004+08:00

HATE IS AN INVISIBLE CHAIN

When you don't let go of hate,you let the thing or person you hate maintain control over you.You allow the hatred to keep the channels of negative energy open,sucking out positive emotions and holding you back from true hapiness.

Cut off the hate and move on! When you cleanse your mind and soul of grudges and negative thoughs,you can make room for positive emotions and joy.Take a moment today to consciously let go of all hatred.Savour the new energy that you'll feel bursting through to take its place!

to you;
you can hate me but i am not going to hate you.after all those words coming out from your mouth,i'm sorry,i don't think that i can ever forget it.well,it wasn't the first time you said all those words.remember this ,words can hurt deep.don't say something which you don't really mean,you said all that just because of anger but have you ever think of what i feel?you should try putting yourself in my shoes.it doesn't mean that you are a guy,you can do and say anything as you wish ok.try lowring down your EGO a little,maybe that would help.
p/s;wewouldbehappierwithouteachother,really.

love,huda

sekolah & kerja

2009-02-03T13:36:00.003+08:00

how do you get to coroperation rd?
only the riders at my workplace knows.haha.

i had my MAD and WAD class test yesterday.the whole class passed for the MAD test.
i got 24/25.and WAD still have not got the results.
i will be graduating in a months time,like finally.so, i have to make an effort to come to school as often as i can before the debarment list comes out.
now is left with
1 MAD project
1 WAD project
1 video shooting & editing
revision
exam

oh,and i hope you guys like my new blogskin coz i can't acctually decide on using which background.-__-

love,huda

i am just bored

2009-02-01T00:59:00.004+08:00

Okay this is called 60 FIRSTREACTIONS...

type what comes to yourmind first whenever you hear these 60words.Dont think and dont go back and change.Doesnt matter how random just type it!

1. Beer - haram!

2. Liquors - uweeeeeeeeeeeeek!.

3.Relationship - trust.

4. Your boyfriend - Mr faris.

5. Song - cinta abadi.

6. Food - ikanbakar.

7. Drink - lemon barley.

8. Color - pink.

9. Dream Job - teacher.

10. Craving - black pepper crab.

11. The President - mr obama.

12. Yummy - peach ice cream!

13. Summer - Holiday.

14. Movie - bride wars.

15. Gender - Female.

16. Religion - Muslim.

17. Friendster - boring.

18. Fear - future.

19. Marriage - 5 years?.

20. Brand - Adidas.

21. Slippers - ripcurl.

22. Shoes - tk suke!

23. Asia - unique.

24. Pizza - flossy chicken.

25. One night stand - HIV.

26. Cell Phone - Sony Ericsson.

27. TV Show - CSI.

28. Smoke - bad.

29. News - papers.

30. College - ite college east.

31. Highschool Life - fun.

32. Tattoo - sakit!

33. Stars - nice.

34. Fitness Centre - Bed.

35. Love - ALLAH.

36. Hell - Sins.

37. Money - essentials.

38. Heartache - Dissapointed.

39. Time - 0115hrs.

40. Hair - split ends.

41. Divorce - Hopefully Not.

42. Pet - fish.

43. Dog - tk suke.

44. Crush - ice.

45. Girlfriends - kai.

46. Work - operator.

47. Piercing - ears.

48. Happy - Smiles.

49. Blessed - me.

50. Intend - diploma.

51. Babies - Twins.

52. Country - paris.

53. Stuck - blank.

54. Starbucks - vanilla.

55. MSN - no time.

56. Dream place - perth.

57. Winter - cold.

58. Guys - Ego.

59. Eyes - Big and brown.

60. Lust - guys.

i just wanted to try my new keyboard.haha.
ok bye!

love,huda

i can be pretty mean

2009-01-30T23:28:00.004+08:00

went to watch the bride wars yesterday and yeah, it was a great show.but thanks to mr TP we reached late and didn't get the seat which we had already reserved.but then,its ok, we still got a great seat. :)and i met to meet ema just now at work,tapi less than 5 mins.heehee.just to get the tix for 13th feb.thanks darling!

to a someone whose name starts of with SITI;

i am so embaress to even admit you as a fren.you are one selfish bittch.i helped you a favour but then what do i get in return?you decided to not contact me as if it is my fault,hey bitch,its your fucking fren that i helped remember?you 'sister'.i hope karma comes to you and kau akan dpt 'kwn' yg akan buat pakai kau.no wonder you don't have any malay frens,coz you are a sickening pain in the ass bitch.and i hope your bf dumps you soon and will get some hotter ,better, prettier gf than you.haha.and yeah you can sent me many2 more threat msges,coz I DON'T A GIVE DAMN.im happy that we are no longer frens.

i am so blessed.

well,this face is specially for you.whatever!

i am so excited for 7th,8th,13th and 28th feb.

love,huda

fuck you

2009-01-30T13:18:00.002+08:00

i just don't know what the hell is wrong with you.

yes you.

~~fuck you!~~

it gets better each day

2009-01-28T16:30:00.001+08:00

"happy fifteenmonthversary baby"
wo ai ni.

you are the reason i smile

2009-01-27T13:31:00.001+08:00

yesterday was a fun filled day.went to pasir ris coz dina invited us over to her pit.the weather over there was supersuper windy that aku sampai malas nk betol kn rambut aku.but it was great weather not hot but coldd.so,upon reaching we EAT!and the chicken wings was super delicious.i ate like 8?or more.plus fishball and prawns.ahaha.i love chicken.then when ima & addi reached,we let them eat and we decided to fly kite.best or what?but the string was short so it could not fly very high.-__-
and the funny thing is that the cheaper kite can acctually fly much more higher than the expansive 1.weird kn.
while we were having fun flying kite,chah and man came.we came by and join them.after waiting for all of them to finish eating,and braim dropped by,we decided to cycle.that part best was ima forgot to bring along her camera,she bacin or what?all of us rode the 2 seater bicycle,except for braim.then we stopped by a park and they played pusing2.us girls didn't dare to try it except for dina.and as usual bf played the most and longest.-_- after that we returned back to the pit and plyed games.started with with 007bang,to chopcilichop to ayamularrabit to binaayat.i had fun laughing with them.thanks to all for making my day.

tomorrow is back to school and will be having a MAD class test tomorrow.thurs will be having extra lesson for my databackup.then after that will be going out with bf for a date.and then fri will be meeting ema to collect the tix for 13th feb.can't wait for that day.it has been 4737647358927385720874892374 days since i met her.i miss her.and it will be the first time to see her perform.tkmu nervous ok.always think of ahmad harris.heehee.

more pic at

my multiply

love,huda

shopshopshop

2009-01-22T23:42:00.003+08:00

i am getiing this both.
best!!saye suker.

more at;

http://studiofrost.net/

hudais

2009-01-22T23:02:00.006+08:00

fistly, i'm very pissed with someone in this house.she is non other that the big fat monster.she kick up a big fuss just because she could not use the washing machine as i have soaked my clothes in it.and i didn't even asked her to hang out my clothes for me BUT she did and after that guess what? she keep on nagging at herself.i was on the phone with boify and i swear it was damn funny.so,i laughed and guess what she said??ketawe ah ketawe.and i laugh even louder.hahaha.funny rite?i think she have some kind of a mental illness or depression. ema syg,do me a favour?since your house is the nearest to IMH maybe you could reserve a room for her with a washing machine please.or else she will nag at you.hahaha.and she is also pissed off at my dad for siding me,this women is seriously in need of help for her illness or else i think it will be passed down to her children. tsk.tsk.kesian anak2 die.it amaze me on how hard she is trying to make me and my dad fight and lepas tu nk step nangis.crazy women.kalau lawa tkpe,nie da mcm buruk muke,buruk perangai.woahh.what a great package.haha.i love my dad.i'm sure our lives will be much better if she is not with us.i'm sure.for those of you who is interested to see how this crazy women look like,she looks slightly like this,only shorter.haha.i don't think i can ever hate anyone else as much as i hate this crazy women. you be nice to me,i'll be extra nice to you,but since you wanna play this fucking game with me,i am on.we shall see who have the last laugh. women,if my father divorce you,that's it you know.and this house shall be mine!!hahaha.i'm evil,i know. hahahahahah*evil laughs*

oh yah,her pic;

presenting the crazy women;

pretty rite? :)

ok enuf about her.well today was well spent with boify,we went to the meseum.then to newton.jurong library and home.best or what?our next date will be wayching the bride wars.im excited.being with him is just different from the ex's.i just can't wait to meet him every single day,even when we are quarelling or what.seeing his face just makes my heart goes ahhhhhhhhh.hahha..ok merepek but being with him is a blessful feeling and i am super grateful for that. andand boify has allowed me to do online shopping.thank you very much.wo ai nie hor.

and in case any of you will have nightmare looking at her pic;i have a nice pic for all of you.hahaha.:)

love ,huda

keliru

2009-01-20T13:23:00.002+08:00

which 1 shld i buy?

boify, i want all can??

please.

more at;
http://studiofrost.net/

love,
huda

school ios

2009-01-19T15:48:00.002+08:00

the crazy people.

i am feeling very excited today.my teacher offered me a photoshoot for his portfolio or something like that.he have his very own makeup artis. best or what?i so can't wait. but other than that im feeling very irritated with someone.he wants all his ideas,its like die aje yang betol,sume salah.wth!!at last sume just say sembarang.-______-

and yeah our website is already 20% complete?im happy abt that.

and we have 1 more project coming up.

ther than that;school is ok.

and my dad has offered me to take a private diploma.

i want but i'm scared if halfway tros malas,so how?

i am super lazy to drag my feet to work today.

-____________________-

love,

huda

friends

2009-01-18T01:23:00.003+08:00

today was a fun filled of laughter day.i had fun,boify did too.and sadly,tk dapat overnite.next time mybe.boify was acctually so looking foward to play "ular,ayam,rabbit,harimau" hahaha. but they only started playing when we are already leaving.next time we shall play.and thanks all for the tips to menipu.well,they acctually brainstorm ideas so that i could overnite.thanks:) tapi better play safe.i want to hold my bdae party there and have a theme party can?its only 100 per nite.
and tomorrows plan to sentosa is cancel, coz i have to work.and tomorrow addidas is having a warehouse sale.i wanna go!!!why does that other operator have to fall sick tomorrow.-___-

next event coming up will be:
26 jan.dina's pit.
28 jan 15monthsary with bf.
2 feb karaoke session with my gf.
8 feb little bro birthday.

lastly;

happy 22nd birthday to chah

happy 21th birthday to dukun

saye happy

2009-01-16T13:46:00.002+08:00

oh.i so can't wait for tomorrow and sunday.

tomorrow will be celebrating ________________ birthdays.

sunday is sentosa with boify.

and today is pay day.

january seems to be passing by so quickly.

in short;i am happy.

btw fidah;don't be sad ok.there is always a second chance.*smiles*

proper update soon.

2009 has been great.

love,huda.

how true

2009-01-13T13:12:00.008+08:00

Isn't it amazing that George Carlin - comedian of the 70's and 80's - could write something so very eloquent...and so very appropriate.
A Message by George Carlin:

The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.

We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom.

We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.

We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger things, but not better things.

We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul. We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice. We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less. We've learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less.

These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes. These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill. It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom. A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete...

Remember; spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going to be around forever.

Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side.

Remember, to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent.

Remember, to say, 'I love you' to your partner and your loved ones, but most of all mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside of you.

Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person will not be there again.

Give time to love, give time to speak! And give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind.

AND ALWAYS REMEMBER:

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

If you don't send this to at least 8 people....Who cares?

George Carlin

teach me how to

2009-01-08T22:55:00.006+08:00

hola!!

i am a very happy girl today.firstly,i got to meet kai & frens. and i bought myself a nice & cheap slippers from ripcurl.*smile*

first to admiralty then to town then to vivo.aku sungguh penat.it has been a while since i walk2 ard town and taking public transport.but overall,it was great.
next event i'm looking forward to is this Saturday:) going to SENTOSA with bf and friends.

and i think i need someone to teach me how to keep my eyes open when i'm taking pictures.coz most of the time i will be sleeping. heeehee.

**i just have somthing which i feel like sharing but i can't.i don't know.it's confusing.but still...it doesn't bother me much,but...now i can't even accept you as a fren after what you did to me..i'm happy with me bf now can't you see..if you like me, then you should be happy for me..not keep on wanting me to cantact you,cos that will only make me & my bf unhappy..please stop looking for me..even if you don't want to do that willing-ly do it as a favour for me..thanks.

ok byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

more than words

2009-01-07T16:03:00.002+08:00

i love you.

i love you

2009-01-06T13:27:00.002+08:00

my two favourtie girls and will always be.

its only the 6th day of 2009 and im having this feeling of regret.
i should not have paid my hp bill yesterday.why?because my dad already paid for me.and now there is like 190$ inside my "bill account". i could have just used that money to buy the thnigs which i currently need.
1)a brand new slippars
2)a bottle of perfume
3)a jeans
4)a dress
5)a new shoe
-_____________-
but then on a brighter side,i don't have to pay my bills next month.haha.

and i lost my bet to dan just beacuse i didn't come to my 1st lesson yesterday.its at 8am what do you expect?-__-

and i shared my thoughts with a fren,and this was what she said to me;
"_____ is his past & ______ ckp die kepale batu..all you have to learn is 1st love memang kalau kite teserempak,we'll get a little excited or gabra..BUT feelings are not involve..normal human reaction kalau ternmpk 1st love..tapi heck care ah yg penting u remember _________."
thanks fren.:)

ok nk pegi mkn.byee!

hello 2009

2009-01-02T12:04:00.006+08:00

them,i thank.

first of all, welcome 2009.

while most of you are busy watching fireworks,me & bf went to beach rd & eat tulang.:)
and i would like to congrats braim brother for the tunang.hopefully everything will go smoothly.
and also to hilal and maria.congrats on getting the 'halal' cert.hopefully you guys will stay together thru everything and be happy.
and i am going to another wedding this june.
and school is starting in another 2 days time?-_____-
aku sungguh masih malas nk pegi skola.
bleearrrgggh!

and this,i got from kai's blog.read&understand.

It's nice to know that you're secured with that someone. That even if the rain is pouring hard and the sky is almost dark, he'll never leave you just so you won't feel alone. Even if his friends had left him (and even if he has to be somewhere else) he'd still stay by your side, just so you won't feel alone.

It's so good to know that you have someone who'll be willing to help you cope up in every frustrations you're having. Every depressing moments, every down moments, every self-worthless-realization moments, he'd be there, not because you want someone to be with you, but because he wants to be with you.

It's great to know when a person appreciates every little thing you do. Even a smile would mean a lot to him, just because you own that smile. And that even if no words are expressed as long as the eyes understand, you'd be able to communicate, just like that.

It's overwhelming when a person tells you that he loves you for who you are. He may not have an answer when you ask him why, but really, he doesn't have to have reasons for loving you.

It's more grateful to know that someone is grateful to have you. We don't choose the people who enter our lives, so it must be luck that you have that person, then you have to be thankful. It may just be coincidence or fate, but whatever the reason is, you have to be thankful in having him the same way he is thankful for having you.

It's a wonderful feeling when you're on the verge of giving up the things you've worked hard for, someone isn't just helping you carry the weight on your shoulders, but he carries it on his own because he'd also be in pain when you are in pain. And then you'll realize, trials would all be worth it as long as you have him, not because he would do things for you, but because you gather all the strength you need, in him and his love.

It's a superb feeling when one is willing to take the risks just so you'll be happy. Unselfishness rule in him just so happiness would take over you.

It's a nice feeling that when you're apart, and days seem to be long, that person misses you. Yes, you might feel bad about not being with each other, but knowing that you feel the same way would drive those blues away, thinking, you'd fight over that feeling because you're looking forward to seeing each other, and that's something to be happy about.

It's a great feeling when he wants to be with you because of the happiness you have when you're together. That even if corny jokes and senseless stories are told, it won't matter as long as you're together.

It's a lovely feeling when someone thinks about your future, with or without him. He cares and he cares enough to think of you and what you'll be someday. But of course, he also wants to be in it someday.

It's a nice feeling when you can be who you really are with that person. No pretentions, no lies, no hypocrisy, because he accepts you for who you are. You can be funny, you can be embarrased, but it won't matter coz it doesn't matter to him. Trust and faith in each other keeps you alive. And it will always do.

It's good to know that you have someone who'll not have the intentions of breaking your heart. Instead, he would be willing to mend it, picking up the broken pieces of your heart that your past love have scattered in the ground. He may not be able to put the pieces back to where they really belong, but you shouldn't mind, because he had repaired that heart of yours, and he fixed it in his own way. He loves you in his own way, not the way your past did. He fixed your heart in a different way, to keep you from feeling the pains of your past heartache and to make you feel, the love, that he's unselfishly giving.

It's a great feeling when that person has every effort to let you feel what he feels for you. Because of the distractions, you may not hear him shout it to the world, but as long as you feel it, his efforts has paid off, big time. And when you feel the same way too... He'd feel as if he's the luckiest person alive.

... when in fact, you're more blessed to have him

2008-12-28T00:14:00.000+08:00

HELLO!!
this will be my last post for 2008:)

finally,2008 is coming to an end. and it has been a long ride with full of ups and downs,well that what is all about right?sometimes you at feeling great but sometimes you might just be feeling sucky and super down. lots of stuffs happened. but still i managed to pull through. from friendships to family to relationships.
to sum it up.those precious memories will always be remembered till the end of time.
this post is specially up to idontknowwhatstheword to the people who have make 2008 memorable for me.not in any oder or whatsoever but bf is of course the first.lol.

firstly would be my dearest faris.this year marks our first year together our love story is such a great one.and if we were to reflect it one day when we grow old,im sure we will have a great time laughing out at our story.haha. he has taught me a lot of things,one of which is don't trust people easily.i have learnt that the hard way.and i won't be that naive anymore.thanks for making my 2008 a great one.

next would be kairani.she is a fren since my secondary kentalans days till now.well, we do had our fights and stuffs,but im glad that we made up.*smiles*im sure we will have a great 2009 together.:) thanks for being such a wonderful friend.*hugs*
next would be faris. but he is also known as rez.eventhough kite da lame tk jumpe la kan,but we would still keep in contact thru sms,calls,msn & blog.walaupon tk hari2, you are still remember fren.he is there to entertain me & cheer me up when im down. no matter what time it is,he is there & just to let u know that i appreciate our friendship very much,& it has been a while since i catch up with ou on your admirer.*winks* heeehee. when are you gg to get a gf?don't forget to update me k?& carry on with you craps.*smiles*

next would be siti hajar.she is a great friend. she listens to me & give a very good advice.this year we celebrated our birthday together.it was great but sadly i didn't managed to stay long. well,i know you won't read this but i just wanna say,i loves you and i appreciate our friendship a lot ok makcik!!*hugs & kisses*

next is ukkrima, or better known as ema.this little girl here have a very unique name kn?well she is super short & super cute. it has been a year since we are frens?or longer? we rarely meet up due to sch & stuffs but we still do keep in contact rite?meeting here is never a bore, coz everytime ask her any qn,her answer will be sembarg,sembarg.haha.but still im glad we are friends.*hugs*:)

next will be fiza & co. the girl whom i have known for long but only started talking when im with boify.coz they are in the same "clan".she is a very secretive person but a great person to talk to.one of our passion is going to pasar malam together.haha.we were close but somehow we drifted apart maybe we are both busy with our own schedule,but still, im happy that i finally got to talk to you.and to the rest of the girls,im glad knowing you people.they are very happy go lucky and very sembarg punye.they are a bunch of great people and im blessed knowing people like you guys.*smiles*

next is shafri. well,known him from ite dover.he is muke mcm matrep tapi baik punye.haha. hes nice & friendly. he always tolerate all my nonsense & my complains.we did have our share of misunderstandings to but i am really grateful that we are still frens,and i hope you keep your word,that we will always be friends no matter what ok?aku really appreciate our friendship and you being there for me no matter at what time of the day i kol you,you are still there for me.& i hope you find your dream girl soon ok?*smiles*

next is zah.my fren since my ite simei days.the one whu i used to hate in those days.haha,well not exectly hate but tk suke. my first day i have to sit beside him and i can't pronounce his name & that irritaes him a lot.haha.and then we decided not to talk to each other till our last semester. he is someone whu doesn't talk to girls to much tapi bile da rapat, mulut non stop.haha. he too is always there for me whenever i need him to.and kau pon,please eh tkmu cerewet sangat carik gf.*winks*

next will be idris.well,it has only been a year since i know him.but he makes it a point to kol me every week to ask about how am i & stuffs.he is a caring friend.and when im in need of help,he is there.eventhough we don't meet anymore,but im glad that you still care.*smiles*

next is fidah & co.well,they are my classmates and being the lazy person,i skip school a lot of times and they helped me with my assignments & projects. i appreciate all of your help a lot.
especially fidah,aziz & man.without them i think i would have never make it thru till now.heehee.
thanks.*smiles*sorry aku tkde gamba korg.

well,basically,if you see your name there,your presence & friendship means to me.even if we are stil close or not,you guys are in my mind.in short,im glad to have friends like you guys.you guys have always been there for me no matter what and im super super blessed & grateful for that. eventhough i don't have a lot of frens but these few makes a lot of difference to me.

somethings that i'm looking foward to in 2009
1)graduate from school
2)my 21th birthday
3)job haunting

have a great 2009 ahead.

2008-12-25T23:24:00.001+08:00

time and again it's still the same old thing.
some things just don't change i guess?
bleearrrgh!

finally,tomorrow is my off day.and i am meeting khairani.:)
and happy 1 yr anniversary to the scars on my hands.haha!

ok bye!

2008-12-23T23:36:00.002+08:00

This should passed on and not passed back.
Pass this survey to 8 girls you know.
You can not say "anyone is able to this survey" or similar like that.
Those who were chosen to do this survey, you must play along and not back out.
If you received this survey more than 8 times means you are someone on the outgoing popular links.
REMEMBER: NO HIT BACK!

0- Who passed you this survey? What is your relationship to her? How do u befriend with her? And how do u find her?
Ukkirima. a friend. i got to know her thru harris.and that's how our friendship started.:)

1- What is your real name?
nurulhuda.

2- Which one do you prefer to be call?
huda.

3- Are u currently wearing something green?
nope.

4- Do u eat raw salmon?
nope.

5- Are u married? If no, when do u intend to get hitched?
5 years from now.:)

6- Are u attached or no? If yes whats his name and how do u met?
attached to muhd faris.we met at school @ the canteen when i first saw him.:)

7- If you are attached, would you mind if your boy got kissed by someone?
of course can,if only it is BLOOD related.:)

8- Do u love answering back?
of course.:)

9- What is you fav color? Name three.
pink, white and black

10- Why do u like the 2nd color of your earlier answer?
white = pure

11- Do u think u are someone known to public?
nope.but people loves to gossip about me although i don't know them.-__-

12- Have u had sex with anyone before? Verbally or physically?
I think this is a good question at the same time, do u wanna make a guess?

13- Do u like to be hated?
who in the world like to be hated?

14- Do u think this survey is stupid? If yes, why? If no, why?
kind of.

15- What is your fav lingerie shops? Name two.
-__-

16- Do u prefer to wear G-string or normal undies?
depands on what im wearing.:)

17- What is your fav watch brand?
swatch.

18- Have u own all the above mentioned watches yet?
yeah,but it is broken,wanna buy me a new 1?

19- What is your current addiction fav song?

20- Name your fav blog website besides than your site (list their name down)
yourblog.

21- Do u think by blogging can make u famous?
no.i blog because i love to blog.:)

22- Do u support rima melati adams or ida nerina? Pls chose only one.
rima melati adams.

23- Do u think taufik batisah or hady mirza has the nicest voice? Chose only one.
taufik batisah.

24- Are u planning to adopt a child like Angelina Jolie does?
don't think so.

25- Do u think your are preety/handsome?
of course!:)

26- Do u rate yourself as caring or understanding?
caring.coz i can be very unreasonable at times.:)

27- What is your occupation now?
student.:)

28- Where do u usually shop for your clothes?
Everywhere!

29- Do u prefer dresses or t-shirt and shorts? Chose only one.
dresses.:)

30- If you were given a miracle to change something in yourself, what would it be? List five.
i wanna
1) a supersuper fair skin
2) lose 10kg
3) clean away all my whiteheads
i can think only this 3 coz i'm happy with the rest of my body.:)

If you wish to know whats your friend's secret, pass this on to at least 8 girls. Let them know if they got choosen for this survey!
sape2 yang tgh bosan,go and do la k?:)

THANK YOU FOR PARTICIPATING! (lol. ni bukan aku type eh...)
.......................................................................................

2008-12-22T00:05:00.003+08:00

iloveyou!!

budak dah tue!

irfan!!

the close up shot of the cupcakes.
saye suker.lawaa la seyy.

basically,thats the cupcakes i bought for him.
well,i ordered from the sweetcupcakes link on my *bye bye list.
you should go try the cupcakes.its nice & its super delicious.:)

boify;
i hope you enjoy the celebration with me & your family.eventhough we only managed to spend time for only like 4 hours coz i have to work,but still, i hopoe you will remember this celebration till the end of time.i don't have much things to give or much money to give you expensive gifts but i have a heart which can only love you,forever.

now that your birthday is done,i hope u feel deep in your heart,as your birthday come and go,i want you to know how much you mean to me more than you know.

next event coming up will be 28th abg braim tunang.
im a bit excited.
god noes why.:)

2008-12-21T10:47:00.002+08:00

happy 21th birthday to boify.
i hope now that you are already 21,you would know please don't be fickle minded anymore can?coz you know what happen rite?
i wish you all the best in life.may you be successful in everything you do and may you be blessed with good health always.amin
hope you will have a great celebration with me*smiles* and your family in a moment time.

2008-12-19T13:53:00.003+08:00

i just wanted to share this.can you guys see something on the pic or is it just my illusions?
hmm.coz i could see clearly on my phone when i zoom it is _______.if you just can't see it,it at the tree near my head.scarryy or what?
*wonders*

happy weekends all.:)

2 more days to somebody birthday laa.:)

2008-12-18T12:34:00.004+08:00

somethings to take note.

A sharp tongue can cut your own throat.

Of all the things you wear, your expression is the most important.

The best vitamin for making friends...... B1.

The happiness of your life depends on the quality of your thoughts.

The heaviest thing you can carry is a grudge.

One thing you can give and still keep...is your word.

You lie the loudest when you lie to yourself.

If you lack the courage to start, you have already finished.

One thing you can't recycle is wasted time.

Your mind is like a parachute...it functions only when open.

The pursuit of happiness is the chase of a lifetime! It is never too late to become what you might have been.

Life is too short to wake up with regrets. So love the people who treat you right. Forget about the one's who don't. Believe everything happens for a reason. If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.

Friends are like balloons; once you let them go, you might not get them back. Sometimes we get so busy with our own lives and problems that we may not even notice that we've let them fly away. Sometimes we are so caught up in who's right and who's wrong that we forget what's right and wrong. Sometimes we just don't realize what real friendship means until it is too late.

'Be kinder than necessary because everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle.'

well,at this moment im just happy that i made up with a fren-bestfren-sister.:)
& im so excited to meet her again.cos 2 years is a long time & im sure we have a lot of things to talk about.*smiles*

yesterday was well spent with aja.spend the day at town.was suppossed to find a bdae present for boify.till now i have not buy for him anything.-___-and its like only 3 days away.how?
h-e-l-p!!

ema;lets make 29th dec a date?can?

2008-12-16T15:33:00.004+08:00

i think i am getting a little extra paranoid these few days.
today is pay day.*smiles*
and 5 more days to bf's birthday.

2008-12-15T16:08:00.004+08:00

i wish i could turn back the time to just yesterday & didn't do what i did yesterday.
i'm truly sorry.it's just there was a super feeling of akward - ness upon seeing you guys. aku tk tahu. arrrrghh!
whatever it is;im sorry,very sorry.

theres just too many mixed up feeling inside me now.

2008-12-14T14:05:00.000+08:00

1. Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing? and your voice caught within your chest?

it isn't love, it's like.

2. You can't keep your hand off them, am I right?

it isn't love, it's lust

3. Are you proud and eager to show them off?

it isn't love, it's luck

4. Do you want them because you know they're there?

it isn't love, it's loneliness

5. Are you there because it's what everyone wants?

it isn't love, its loyalty

6. Do you stay for their confessions of love, because you don't want to hurt them?

it isn't love, its pity

7. Are you there because they kissed you, or held your hand?

it isn't love, it's lack of confidence

8. Do you belong to them because their sight makes your heart skip a beat?

it isn't love, it's infatuation

9. Do you tell them that everyday they are the one you think of?

it isn't love, it's a lie

10. Are you willing to give up all your favorite things for their sake?

it isn't love, it's charity

11. Do you pardon their faults because you care about them?

it isn't love, it's friendship

12. Do you accept their faults because it's part of who they are?

then it's love

13. Do you cry for their pain, even when they're strong?

then it's love

14. Do their eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply, it hurts?

then it's love

15. Do you stay because a blinding incomprehensible mix of pain, and elations pulls you close and hold you?

then it's love

16. Are you attracted to others but stay with them faithfully with no regrets?

then it's love

17. Would you give them your heart, your life, your death?

then it's love

2008-12-13T00:39:00.002+08:00

fri,12.12.008

after so long of planning of gg library with sheila,finally,we went just now.well,it was kind of a last min planning though.heehee. & it was filled with our laughters.we should meet up again soon & LOL.after which i met the bf & played badminton & we were lucky enough that there is a slot @ woodlands cc.we started the game @ 7.30 & ends at 9pm. it was super tired & nw tangan da lembek mcm jelly.haha! next plan coming up with be town-ing with my gf.:) and of course bf birthday.

no matter how hard i try to get far away & forget you,i just can't seem to do it.you may have hurt me a lot. but im still giving you a chance over & over again. coz i really trust that you will change one day. & thanks for the sweet msg.but i hope it is not just a msg but you really mean it ok?
"i love you because you are nurulhuda & im so over iffah."
bf; action speak louder than words.remember that.
& sometimes words can hurt, very deep.

2008-12-11T23:07:00.004+08:00

Hello!!first & foremost i got to work only 3 days this week.that is so pathetic.& its already the school holidays looks like my dream of earning more is gone.-__-
& i realise that i have been spending a lot gg to the doctor.falling sick more often. & i was supposed to went for an appointment on wed but i didn't went because i was afraid.because the doctor wanted to put a scope inside my throat & see. & the thought of that scares me a lot!& i didn't even went to sch even though i know that i have a class test that day.-__-

now; im feeling supersuper disapointed with someone.why do you always want to bring out my past?like HELLO;yr past wasn't that good either. both of us had made our mistakes & if i can put yours behind why can't you? I bear more pain than you ok.do you even know how much it hurts me to have to walk in front of her house EVERY SINGLE DAY?and i have to pretend to smile each time i saw yr frens outside her house everytime? your lies over & over just so that you can go out & haf fun with your frens?i closed 1 eye even when you were out there having fun with your frens on new years eve, & i was at home all bandaged coz of the accident.don't you even think? have i ever ungkit all that? & taking pictures hugging other girls. im always the bad one & ur mr perfect ryte? u kol me as & when you want to. u answer my question if you want to. ur so EGOistic. & you keep telling me that you became like that coz of yr ex.so what if she has hurt you? iffah & huda are 2 different person.& u keep promising that you will change but it has been over a year,have you? no,you have not at all.i know i deserve better than this, but why am i still staying? coz i trust that you will change. sometimes, when i already can let you go,you will call or msg to show your concern & another second,you will just leave me. what is it that you really want? if you still love iffah,go & find her la k?i have never ever force you to love me.

2009;please please come soon.i have enough of 2008.
arrgh!

2008-12-09T13:37:00.002+08:00

im sick & tired.
i need a break.
a short holiday away from singapore.
please.

2008-11-28T13:19:00.002+08:00

i will be away.

to fiza;
we are nt gg lahh..but lets meet up soon & shop for faris bdae present aites.oh btw pasar mlm kt wdl da bis blom eh?

to ema;
sure.babe 4th will be a date aites. btw i willl msg u,dnt bother msging me coz hp's down.

to rez;
why not we start email-ing each other to keep in contact?bt aku akan reply like 1 week later gitu lor.haha.btw ur missed!

to all;
take care & enjoy the rest of 2008.

2009 please come soon.

p/s;happy13monthslove.

byeeeee.

2008-11-25T13:40:00.004+08:00

HELLO!
im in class & we got a gd news frm our "favourite teacher". the whole class got A for our 1st & 2nd assigment.best kn best kn?:)

&&& im so craving for these.

*drooling*
sedaps knnn.

p/s fidah; get well soon:)

Show me a genuine case of platonic friendship, and I shall show you two old or homely faces.

just another day

2008-11-24T16:10:00.004+08:00

what would you do if you hope your past was your present;
& your present to be you past.
i wonder.

to you;
It's the times we're so crazy,that people think we're high.
It's the times we laugh so hard, we can't help but cry.
It's all the inside jokes and "remember whens".
Those are all the reasons that we're close friends.

areyouorareyounotoveryourexgfiwonder.

2008-11-24T00:00:00.003+08:00

HELLO!!!
my weekends was a-o-k.as usual work.but i have a few things im looking foward too.heehee.
oh yah,i got free tix for zoukout. im still deciding weather to go or not. if im nt gg,then mcm wasted pulak kn.&i still have 2 free tix to escape.2 free tix to zoo.2 free tix to underwaterworld & 1 free tix to the spore flyer.haha.hehe.huhu.too many free tix && i bet we won't be using all of them.ryte bf?

im looking foward to meet granny.
im looking foward to the bf bdae.
im looking foward to countdown.
im looking foward to gg karaoke with _______.
im looking foward to meet makcik && catch up.

my attandance is dropping & dropping & dropping.
bt somehw,somwone has motivated me to go to sch.hee
&& please eh fren,keep yr promise ehh.
&& somehow i really hope that after this 3 weeks i won't have to come to sch on friday again.
please.coz i regretted nt gg the last fri.shhhhhhesssshhh!&&

&& i have a long list of to do list.gosh!
but my top 3 to-do list at the moment is
1)pay my hp bills
2)buy bf bdae present
3)shop!!it will help the economy,really.:)

&& does anybody seems to realise that time is passing us by very quickly nowadays,or is it just me?-___-
&& im currently irritated && pissed off at someone.haiz. i don't wish to say anymore.i really hate to _______________________________________.(fill in the blanks yrself)
arrrgghh!!

boify;u are missed.

"Life can only be understood backwards, but it must be lived forward."
~Soren Kierkegaard

2008-11-22T01:17:00.003+08:00

& so, you have made your decision, you said you will never contact her again. its a promise. i appreciate that decision of yours. i still wonder, why is it only now tat you seem to understand how i feel,why can't you read between the lines all this while. i have to be really pissed off & tell it straight to u then only u seem to realise what you did actually make me feel really insecure. but, i'm just grateful that you really love our relationship & you don't want it to end just because of this 1 person.

boify, i love you.

"Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow."

2008-11-20T12:16:00.002+08:00

firstly, i would love to congratulate my lil brother. he got to go to express && im super proud becoz he got A* for maths & A for malay. A for malay is so unbelievable. haha.
whatever it is,congrats!:)

well,the purpose of blogging today is to vent my frustrations.
gosh!!im soo frustrated to be quarrellings with you over the same person & the same thing over & over again. which part of I HATE HER don't you understand?why is it that u have to sms her evey single week?why? do u need her that much that it hurts if u don't msg her a week?why?she have her own fucking bf to take care of her,if u still need her very much, then why do u still want to be with me? u noe how much it hurts me huh?i doubt so. u said u treat her like a fren, but i don't see u contacting your other frens as much as u contact her.so u tell me now is that the way u treat a FRIEND? she understands u much2 more than me ryte u said then why don't u just be with her?since u need her very much. then u tell me what do u need me for huh? since u have her to share everything?tell me now!i have always been patient with you, but to be quarrellings over & over time & again,i really am feeling sick & tired faris, really, i am. i do feel like giving up nw,bt somehow, i can't?why?i have already given u a choice now,it's either her or me.call me selfish or what,i don't care.i would rather be away from u than having to fell upset everytime when we are together & her name will always pop up on the screen.& to keep that feeling inside of me then cry myself to sleep is just -_-
the decision is in your hand, & like u said we still have a lot of time to decide before we have any ikatan.so,make the right decision now. whatever it is,i will not hate u & i always will pray for yr happiness always.
don't make me like her,coz ur just making me hate her more.

p/s:thanks fren,for calling me when u know that i'm down,i appreciate it,really:)

"no man is worth your tears"

2008-11-19T22:40:00.006+08:00

I feel so blessed to be alive now. bf & i nearly got into an accident just now, bus some more.stupid or what.arrrghh!!but still,im still grateful enough to be alive.alhamdullilah.
amin.

&& my dad gave me a tix to the spore flyer.:)
bf,when can go?can't wait.heee.
thank you dad.wo ai ni.

&& tomorrow gonna accompany my lil bro go collect his PSLE results.im so sure he's gonna go to an express stream.& im still confuse which sch will he choose? hmmmm.. fuchun is an absolute NO!lol.

OK. so many things have happened to so many ppl these days.some of those who have been a long relationships have ended their relationships just like that.hmm.&& when it ends,the poeple whu stood by them are the family & frens. they are the ones who were , are & will always be with you. and im happy for those who have found their partner. wish them everlasting loves & happiness always.:)

&&istilllovesthisgemokalots.*smiles*

2008-11-18T12:52:00.003+08:00

Im feeling super annoyed today. with the teacher.
and im PMS-ing today. arrrrghhhh!!!
irritating..

ok bye!

2008-11-16T00:03:00.008+08:00

helloeverybody.
i just came home frm work,& they were having bbq.& thanks to sheila & my boss for making me feel bad ok..its not as if i want to go,but i have to go home early && futhermore the bf is already waiting for me.kesian kn die sheila.so,i was the first to go home & the sakit hati part is that i didnt get to eat my satay, THANKS ehh fairuez dtg lambat.eeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!
well,this is just the job that i love, the people are fun,no politics & whatever & its just fun.
&& i lovs my job*Smile widewide*

my bf birthday is coming up i have a long list of things that i want buy for him,but im not sure if i have enough time to come out with that amount.but the sweet thing is that,he said he doesn't want anything but just me to celebrate his bdae with.sweet or what.bf,aku syg kau ok.
thanks for fetching me almost everyday without fail & entertaining my non stop nonsense.:)

i don't need friends like u who are hyprocrite ok..my life will be far more better if i don't come across these type of ppl in my life.BUT the good news is,im left with only a few mths more before i wont c again.*phew*

just an article abt friendship.

Friendship is a gift of God. Some of us are blessed with good friends. But as it happens, these friendships are taken for granted in some cases and not valued. It is similar to a case of two couples. Say one has no child even after many years of marriage and the other has many children, more than they can manage. What do you think? Will the couple with many children value the children as much as the couple which has none? Everything is relative in life. We value what we don't have and give less valuable to what is freely available with us. Friendship is one such relationship.Why should we value friendships? What qualities does a good friend bring in our relationship that makes the friendship so valuable? Let us examine some of these.

Judgment - a good friend is rarely judgmental. We can be open in our behavior with our good friends because we know that they will not judge us. We can enjoy this freedom only with friends. It is nothing short of a blessing, because with other people our actions and behavior are always calculated and guarded and that takes away lot of pleasure from our life.

Share Sorrow and losses - A friend can be depended upon to share all our problems and sorrows. This sharing may not reduce the impact of loss but helps us to unburden ourselves. This is no small gift of friendship. Once I saw the image of a man left alone in the village after an earthquake. The whole villages got killed except this man. With who, will this man share his sorrow? A friend gives us this gift.

Hope - During our times of trouble, only a friend comes forward and gives us encouragement and hope. With that inspiration one begins afresh. At times in life when we feel totally devastated and hopeless, and when our self-esteem reaches a big low, a friend helps us regain confidence in ourselves.

"Best friends are like diamonds, precious and rare
False friends are like leaves, found everywhere."
- Anonymous

2008-11-13T13:40:00.003+08:00

MY ALL TIME FAVOURITE SONG!!

thanks ehh ema.haha.
im doing this upon request.:)
Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. Do you have secrets?~
should be..

2. Would you fall in love with a boy older thn you?~
yeah.currently.:)

3. Do you enjoy going to school?~
i think it shld be NO,NOPE,TIDAK!!

4. What would you do w a billion dollars?
get married? buy a house & quit my job.lol.

5. Who in this world do you hate most?
lets nt say who,bt i hate LIPAS the most.eeeeeeeewwwwwwww

6. Which is more blessed,loving someone or being loved by someone?
-_-

7. Define Love.
love is a pure feeling.i guess.hee

8. If the person you secretly like is alrd attached,what would you do?
nothing?

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
I will be EXTREMELY happy if my family is back as whole.
:)

10. What makes you angry?
people whu irritates me?

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
a mother of 10 kids maybe?lol

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
For now, it'll be the siblings,grandparents & bf.

13. What is the most important thing in life?
HONESTY.

14. Single or attached?
Attached.

15. What is your favorite colour?
pink & white.

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Only when I'm married.:)

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously,who would you pick?
the one whu loves me too?

18. Would you forgive & forget no matter how horrrible a thing that someone has done?
It wont be easy for me to forget but will be forgiven.

19. What is the 1 thing you wished for?
something.:)

20. 5 people i have chosen to tag..
can i tag ema again?
haha.joking.
1)FARIS aka REZ
2)agus aka dass
3)sheeda aka adeq
4)nurhafiza aka fiza
5)sape2 pon boleh lahh aka tk cerewet

thank you.

2008-11-10T14:28:00.005+08:00

current mood

i woke up very early today coz i wanna go to sch.semangats ok.& then guess what?baru nk mandi,i received a msg. morning class cancelled!wth!bile aku da semnagt nk g skola,cancel la pulak.haish.nvm.so i though of gg to the 2nd lesson BUT since it was rainning,aku sunggh malas. and i didnt go to sch.-_-

but then there are somethings that i would rather do than gg to sch;

1)meet the bf and spend time with him & irfan.:)

2)go to my grandma hse and watch the susuk moviee.

3)meet up with aja & head dwn to our fav nasi ayam penyet shop.

4)meet up with ema & just chill.

5)meet up with rez and talk craps.

6)meet up with fiza and chill while eating keropok lekor && whateva stuffs frm pasar mlm.

7)meet up with sheila and laugh out very louds on our own jokes.

8)or i could just go to work.

9)oror i could just sleep like a pig.haha.

i really hope that abby abadi would stay strong.&& abby is wayway preetier than that 20yearsold.bleargh!-_-

Love takes off mask that we fear that we cannot live without.
~J. Baldwin

2008-11-03T00:01:00.003+08:00

SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU SHARIP & SHIDAH.
moga berkekalan hingga akhir hayat.:)
& i can't wait to see your babies,i would love to be the godmother.lol.

i was really happy to see them today.well there was shafa,teddy,wak,shah,cicak & apis. EMA!!u should be there.babe,i miss you too.meet up real soon aite?:)
i miss those guys so much.but i didn't stay long coz im gg out.-_-
and to shafri,im glad we made up & like what u said.we will always be frens.;)
ilovethemall.
no pictures coz there was no camera:(*sadness.*

"true frenship is not possible to end,if it does coz it has never really started."

2008-10-31T23:21:00.001+08:00

again u repeated.

i'm totally disappointed with the way u reacted.
i'm trying to get over it.
with your simple sorry.
thankyou and have a great weekends.
"always mean what you say & say what you mean"

2008-10-30T13:43:00.004+08:00

"HAPPY 1ST YEAR ANNIVERSARY"
lets love more and fight less aite love?
~281008~

see those 12 candles on the 12 muffins,it signifies our 12 months together.sweet or what?
he said somethings to me when the candles were still lighting & with this song.

The lyrics.
"Lirikan matamu menawan...
mempersonakan...,kauku girakan....
senyuman manismu bagaikan..bunga taman indah menyerikan...
tiada kata yg dapat ku luahkan...
seindahmu...,oh juwitaku....
hanya dapat ku membayangkan...
kejelitaanmu di lubuk hatiku...
bagaimana....,jikalau semua ini, tidak lagi bersama denganku...
ku berdoa.....,agar dikau mengerti, yg ku setia terhadapmu....
sayang...dengarkanlah...dikaulah bidadari hatiku...
lautan api kan ku renangi....
hanya untukku memilikimu"
awwwwwwwwww.haha.
i nearly cried,coz it was so damn touching.
:)

"i don't have muc to say,except thank you for being the sweetest yet irritating guy whu never fails to make me smile,cry,and much more.thank you so much muhd faris.:)
&&&iloveyou."

"don't worry about the people in your past,there is a reason why they didn't make it to your future.& when god takes away something from you, HE will always replace it with something better."

2008-10-27T14:44:00.002+08:00

i got this from fiza's blog.its so true.

If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.
If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.

Stop making excuses for a man and his behaviour.
Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.

Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be.
Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.

If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends".
A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle.

If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.
Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.

The only person you can control in a relationship is you.
Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women.
He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently?
Always have your own set of friends separate from his.

Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you.
If something bothers you, speak up. Never let a man know everything.
He will use it against you later.

You cannot change a man's behaviour. Change comes from within.
Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are... even if he has more education or in a better job.

Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more nothing less.
Never let a man define who you are.
Never borrow someone else's man. If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you.

A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.
All men are NOT dogs. You should not be the one doing all the bending...compromise is two way street.

You need time to heal between relationships... there is nothing cute about baggage...deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship.

You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you... a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals... look for someone complimentary...not supplementary.

Dating is fun... even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right.
Make him miss you sometimes... when a man always know where you are, and you're always readily available to him - he takes it for granted.

Never move into his mother's house. Never co-sign for a man. Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need.
Keep him in your radar but get to know others.

Share this with other women... You'll make someone smile, another rethink her choices, and another woman prepare.

They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them and an entire lifetime to forget them.

love;
huda