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huda♥faris
Tuesday, March 31, 2009, 13:36
this movie is AWESOME!! go watch it!!!
anyway why is it so damn hard to find a decent job?
-________-
p/s:my life is better without you.i am content with what i have now.these people are those who dont judge and love me for who i am.:)
Life consists not in holding good cards but in playing those you hold well.
ok bye!
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Sunday, March 29, 2009, 12:47
yesterday will have to be the most 'memorable' day in my life.anyway,i am so glad and aku really2 bersyukur whatever happen yesterday,did.if not i will be kept in the dark.and there will always be a point in one's realtionship that they were given a challange/obstacles so huge,but at the end of it all,it makes us realise who is the right one and it will make our relationship stonger than ever.like they say 'things that don't kill us will just makes us stronger':)to ima;
thanks a lot for the advices and everything.you have been neutral all along and i now do realise eveything.and thanks for just being there to listen.:)
to faris;
thanks for being patient.and i thank you so much coz you never did ever give up on us.like basit said 'true love will always win' and baby,you did.:)
for you;
& i need a fcuking job laaaaaaaaaaa.-_________________-
"Everyone is a friend, until they prove otherwise.coz a friend never judge."
~think abt it.
okbye!
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Friday, March 27, 2009, 15:37
today i am veryveryveryveryvery the bosan.i have been on the net since like 12plus till now.everybody else is busy working and schooling but here i am rotting at home.eat&eat&eat. anyway,yesterday i went for a job interview.acctually i had 2 but i only went for 1.why?because the second interview was at paya lebar and it was at 5pm,but it was already 4.30 and there i was still at bukit panjang just finish my interview.i think i need to start having some self discpline.*mcm paham* anybody has any jobs for me?aku da tk cerewet tapi kalau boleh,i wanna it ard cck to jurong or cck to woodlands area.haha.
anyway,how do we differntate between someone sweet-talking to you or talking with sincerity through sms?hmmm.*wonders*
anyway,enjoy this video.:)
have a great weekend people.
okbye!
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Wednesday, March 25, 2009, 14:36
Dear huda,
You are a person who needs a partner who is responsible financially with an education, who will share responsibilities with you, support you emotionally and keep up with the heat and romance. Effort is a big thing for you and you need to see efforts being made by your partner often. Lack of efforts makes you feel like you may not be worth it in your partner's eyes and can cause problems in your relationship. Just remember that your partner can only do what he/she knows and cannot read your mind. If your partner is investing effort, but not quire as much as you would like, or not in a way that makes you feel special, just talk to him/her. Let your partner know that you love him/her and appreciate that he/she does for you, but also need and desire more. Then tell him/her what those needs and desires are. Open and honest communication with your partner will help your relationship grow into a more close and loving one. Understanding and caring about each other needs is key to making a relationship work.
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, 13:38
"Mungkinkah caraku
Melukakan hatimu
Maafkanlah daku
Oh sayangku
Sampai bilakah aku harus menanti
Sampai bilakah aku harus menangis
Sampai bilakah aku harus menanti dirimu
Sampai bilakah cinta kita begini"
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Monday, March 23, 2009, 17:40
yesterday was out the whole day.it was a date with ema.:)first to sentosa then to suntec then to laupasat and then to tanjong pagar,which kite pon tk tau how we end up there.i applied for a few positons at the career fair.harap2 dpt la kn.now,i am just so getting bored rotting at home.-___- after that we went back to suntec where we parted ways.ema went home by taking a bus and i went to met mr S & co. we walk2 a bit and talk2 then we parted ways and he sent me home.:) overall i had fun yesterday.hope to do it again soon.
"The difference between school and life? In school, you're taught a lesson and then given a test. In life, you're given a test that teaches you a lesson."
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, 14:27
"Mengharapkan sinar yang terang
Menyinari kerinduan
Agar terubat keresahan
Tapi duka yang kau kirimkan
Biar aku biar diam membisu saja
Biar rindu biar diam begini lama
Akan kuleraikan segala kekusutan
Penantian"
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Saturday, March 21, 2009, 00:20
i am down with sore throat,flu and fever.i feel like my asthma is coming.haish.i hate this feeling.so much of wanting both of them well, in the end,aku yg sakit jgk. anyway,i have decided to let nature takes it course. whatever happens,happens. if things are meant to be,it will.like people say 'kalau jodoh tk kemana'. no use if i keep on thinking about these unnecessary stuffs and let it affect my precious health.anyway,i appriciate all my frens care and concern. i am so blessed with you guys. thanks. sayang korg byk2.:)
my week was already well plan untill i have to stay home and rest today.sorry fidah.maybe besok aku feel better we will go k?i have been gg to karoke for 3 sessions already.and aku still tk puas.-____-
hope you guys pray i get well soon,coz i need a job asap.i can't be selling grapes anymore,coz my economy is falling down.
The heart has its reasons which reason does not know.
~B. Pascal
till then;lots of love,
huda
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Thursday, March 19, 2009, 13:24
"di akhir-akhir ni ketika aku dalam kesepian terasa kejahilan itu bagi ku satu kerugiaan."
till then;lots of love,
huda
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Saturday, March 14, 2009, 23:55
i have to make a decision.fast but wise.
haish.
"Why does it take a minute to say hello
till then;lots of love,
huda
haish.
"Why does it take a minute to say hello
and forever to say goodbye? "
till then;lots of love,
huda
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, 01:10
"ya allah berikan lah ku kekuatan untuk mengharungi segala dugaan yang ku hadapi."amin.
"In front of the person you love, your heart beats faster
But in front of the person you like , you get happy.
In front of the person you love, winter seems like spring
But in front of the person you like, winter is just a beautiful winter.
If you look into the eyes of the one you love, you blush
But if you look into the eyes of the one you like, you smile.
In front of the person you love, you can' t say everything on your mind
But in front of the person you like, you can.
In front of the person you love, you tend to get shy
But in front of the person you like, you can show your ownself.
Then person you love comes into your mind every 2 minutes.
You can't look straight into the eyes of the one you love
But you can always smile into the eyes of the one you like.
When the one you love is crying, you cry with them
But when the one you like is crying, you end up comforting.
The feeling of love starts from the eye
And the feeling of like starts from the ear.
So if you stop liking a person you used to like
All you need to do is cover your ears,
But if you try to close your eyes
Love turns into a drop of tear and remains in your heart forever after."
~author unknown
guys are much more complicated humans than us girls.i don't know why they tend to take us for granted.why can't they learn to treasure and appreciate us when we are still ther ein front of them,willing to wait and keep on giving them chance to change.but only when us,girls decided that it;s time to go, they will start realizing that they love us and stuffs.it sucks.
guys are freaking asshole.
-__________________-
i just hope and pray that whatever decision that i come up with will be the best for all of us.
and i hope that the person whom i choose will be able to love,treasure and appreciate me forever.
cos i can't bear to drag this matter any longer its hurting all of us.
haish.
"People never know how special someone is until they leave, but maybe sometimes its important to leave, so they are given that chance to see how special that someone really is"
~how true.
k bye!
till then;lots of love,
huda
huda
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Thursday, March 12, 2009, 13:15
Seperti mimpi perkenalan itu cuma seketika
Namun didalam hati dirimu ku terkenang jua
Engkaulah permata didalam genggaman tidak kusedari
Kaca yang bersadur keemasan terus kucari
Tertutup pintu hati, minda tak berfungsi diketika itu
Tak tahu menilai mana yang tulin mana yang palsu
Diakhir-akhir ini ketika aku dalam kesepian
Terasa kejahilan itu bagiku satu kerugian
till then;lots of love,
huda
huda
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Wednesday, March 11, 2009, 13:15
Pertemuan yang tiada terduga kini kita saling bermesra
masa berganti hati diubati mekarnya cinta mula dirasai
semakin ingin ku cuba luahkan engkau masih tidak mengerti
cemburu terasa musnahlah impian lihat engkau terus direbuti
berkali ku nyatakan ku sayangkan padamu namun kau masih membisu
kau tak mengerti ingin kau ku miliki kau menghancuri hati ini
ku cuba nyatakan rasa cintaku hati masih terus keliru
andai kau fahami isi hatiku yang benar ingin memilikimu
berkali ku nyatakan ku sayangkan padamu namun kau masih membisu
kau tak mengerti ingin kau ku miliki kau menghancuri hati ini
usah bandingkan sejarah lama
kau tahu ku benar setia
serikmu untuk bercinta lagi
takot dirimu disakiti
berkali kunyatakan ku sayangkan padamu namun kau masih membisu
kau tak mengerti ingin kau ku miliki kau menghancuri hati ini
till then;lots of love,
huda
huda
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Tuesday, March 10, 2009, 18:23
school is o-v-e-r.exam was ok la.i was glad all the qn that i memorise came out.alhamdulilah.
just gonna wait for the results.and i still have not decide to continue study or work.hmm.i'm quitting my part time job soon.so after the 16th i'm officially selling grapes.sape2 nk beli dtg la cck.hahaha!
anyway i just feel happy today.it's feels so good to finally finish school which i dread gg to daily.
and ending the day with meeting mr.S just makes my day.:)
it would be funny to see a guy stumble upon something while he was looking at you and not concentrating ryte?but would it be funny if that's your boify checking out other girls and them stumble in front of you?i don't think so.just thinking why some guys just love looking at other girls in the presence of their gf.don't they have respect for the girls?and will that behavior ever change?
anyway,its not about me since now i am officially single.but its just something i had wanted to blog about a long time ago,but somehow,i dont know why i did not.
anyway i think that i am more happy and more me after breaking up with him.
thanks for frens who have always been there for me.i love you guys a lot.:)
but now,i am just confuse.haha!
contradicting ryte?i know.
k bye!
"A smile is an inexpensive way to change your looks. "
~Charles Gordy
~Charles Gordy
till then;lots of love,
huda
huda
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Monday, March 9, 2009, 14:50
enjoy!
till then,lots of love;
huda
huda
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, 01:42
i just loveeeeeeeeeeeee looking at this pic of me.i dont know why.and i love looking thru my 2006 photos.i miss those hair,those body and those legs.haish.p/s this pic wasn't taken in 2006.somebody at work is just so damn childish.blearrrgh!da lah childish ,ego pulak tu.guys,they are such an irritating people. thats why we only celebrate international womens day and not mens. because they are not worth it.-______-
anyway,wish me luck for my exam ok.its on tuesday.
till then,lots of love;
huda
huda
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Tuesday, March 3, 2009, 13:11
"It is ok to lose your pride over your love ones than to lose your love ones over your pride."think abt it.
you know how sometimes you just hate yourself with or without a reason?
you know how sometimes you've made up your mind but your heart says otherwise?
you know how sometimes you want to move on but the process is making you weak?
you know how it feels like to not know your true feelings?
haiz..
you know how sometimes you just hate yourself with or without a reason?
you know how sometimes you've made up your mind but your heart says otherwise?
you know how sometimes you want to move on but the process is making you weak?
you know how it feels like to not know your true feelings?
haiz..
till then,lots of love;
huda
huda
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Monday, March 2, 2009, 09:45
sat was out with the happy people.and i did some shopping.bought a shirt from cotton on.and 2 dresses from fareast.total spent was ard 50.a few weeks ago,i went to the hospital to visit a fren who was involved in a bike accident,it was quiet bad.i pray he get well soon.and few days ago,i accompanied a fren of mine,fidah to visit her fren at NUH and i really pity her,all the sufferings that she suffred. i don't think i can ever pull thru something like that.and she passed away on that nite,at ard 10 pm.be strong k fidah:)
al-fatiha.
sometimes it makes me think who are the people who will be there will be in my last few hours of myu life.will the pepople i hope to be there,be?or will people just come when i am gone?
yesterday work sucks.i was working with a new operator to happen to be the boss nephew.and i get scolded for nothing.how would i know that she doesn't know anything.my boss didn't tell me to tech her,so i assume that she knows,and yesterday was super2 busy.
karaoke with ema was great just now. it somehow makes me high.haha.we sang all genre from jiwangs to rnb to dangdut.thanks for listening gf.and after karoke went to have our breakfast+lunch+dinner at lucky plaza.nasi ayam penyet again, padahal sat aru mkn.after that we slacked at taka garden and home sweet home. and also i collected my beg which i have bought online at tampines.saye suker beg baru saye.this month i am overspending already.and i have just bought another dress online just a few mins ago.gosh!!someone stop me!-__-
&this few days the moment i lie on the bed,i will dozz off in less than 5mins.maybe i am too tired, this last few days of sch seems to be passing by quickly.i will miss school,for sure.tomorrow will be my last day in school with my class and they will be odering some pizza and some other foods.and also for the last lesson there will be a presntation for the last time with cikgu botak.
till then,lots of love;
huda
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