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huda♥faris

its going to be the fasting month soon.
i hope my appeal for the debarment is gonna be sucessful.
now is only left with 3d max project and java test.
:)

btw;
happy teachers day.

something to reflect on.
~Andai ini Ramadhan terakhir

andai ini merupakan Ramadhan yang terakhir kali buatmu
sekujur jasad yang bakal berlalu pergi
tatkala usia bernoktah di penghujung kehidupan duniawi
pabila tiba saat tepat seperti yang dijanji Ilahi
kematian…adalah sesuatu yang pasti

andai kau tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir
tentu siangnya engkau sibuk berzikir
biarpun anak tekak kering kehausan air
tentu engkau tak akan jemu melagukan syair rindu
mendayu..merayu…kepada-NYA Tuhan yang satu

andai kau tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir
tentu solatmu kau kerjakan di awal waktu
solat yang dikerjai…
sungguh khusyuk lagi tawadhu’
tubuh, minda, dan qalbu…
bersatu memperhamba diri
mengadap Rabbul Jalil…
menangisi kecurangan janji

“innasolati wanusuki wamahyaya wamamati lillahirabbil ‘alamin”
[sesungguhnya solatku, ibadahku, hidupku, dan matiku… kuserahkan
hanya kepada Allah Tuhan seru sekelian alam]

andai kau tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir
tidak akan kau persiakan walau sesaat yang berlalu
setiap masa tak akan dipersia begitu saja
di setiap kesempatan juga masa yang terluang
alunan Al-Quran bakal kau dendang…bakal kau syairkan

andai kau tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir
tentu malammu engkau sibukkan dengan pesta-pestaan
berterawih…berqiamullail…bertahajjud…
mengadu…merintih…meminta belas kasih

“sesungguhnya aku tidak layak untuk ke syurga-MU tapi…aku juga
tidak sanggup untuk ke neraka-MU”

oleh itu duhai Ilahi…
kasihanilah daku hamba-MU ini

andai kau tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir
tentu dirimu tak akan melupai mereka yang tersayang
ayuh ke mari kita meriahkan Ramadhan
kita buru…kita cari…suatu malam idaman
yang lebih berkat dari seribu bulan

andai kau tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir
tentu engkau bakal bersedia batin dan zahir
mempersiap diri…rohani dan jasmani
menanti-nanti jemputan Izrail
di kiri dan kanan …lorong-lorong redha Ar-Rahman

duhai Ilahi….
andai ini Ramadhan terakhir buat kami
jadikanlah ia Ramadhan paling bererti…paling berseri…
menerangi kegelapan hati-hati kami
menyuluhi diri ke jalan menuju redha serta kasih sayang mu Ya Ilahi…
semoga bakal mewarnai kehidupan kami di sana nanti

andai ini ramdhan yang terakhir untukku,
ingin ku meminta maaf di atas semua kesilapan yang lalu.

gdnight world!

"It's funny how you worship friends and they leave you in the lurch in times when you are in need."

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happy 8 mth aniversary to the scars on my hand.

want to noe why i hate gg to sch.because im nt close to my classmates.well,for one,they are sell-fish.that is why i dnt like to go to sch.except for fidah and luqman of course.all i noe is go sch,do whatever im supposed to and home.and they love to laugh at other people,coz they think they are so perfect.theres no closness between me and them.i cant wait to graduate.oh yah,my holiday is coming up.7 sept to 12th october.its more than 1 month and if no job,i shall slack at home everyday.:)

and then u lied to me again.
i wonder when will it ever stop?
maybe we are trying to hard to make it work.i dont noe.
beneath my smile;only HE knows.

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it was fun enjoying your outing with yr frens without me ryte!

g t h!
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when life gives me thousand reason to frown;

i give life a million reasons to smile.:)

good day!
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rain rain go away.
come again another day.

i hate it when you just dnt understand me.
i hate it when you make the decision without asking me.
i hate it when you dnt listen to what i say.
if you really wanted me to follow,you would have told me to follow after yr conversation with raqib
bt you didn't. yet you give me a millions excauses that you dnt noe blablablablabla.
whatever la k.
just say that ur lazy to bring me along or yr ashamed for youknowwhatreasons..kn senang.i dont care anymore of what you want to say.
if i had been selfish i apologise.so much for a guys outing.
and 1 day ago,never will i forget that incident.
once a liar, always will be.

can i please turn back the time?



i just wish to go to a place where i can have some peace.
& i quit my job too.
and guys,please learn,that if a girl says she fine or she ok,afterall, shes not.
have a great week ahead people.
:)

adious~

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rain rain go away.
come again another day.

i hate it when you just dnt understand me.
i hate it when you make the decision without asking me.
i hate it when you dnt listen to what i say.
if you really wanted me to follow,you would have told me to follow after yr conversation with raqib
bt you didn't. yet you give me a millions excauses that you dnt noe blablablablabla.
whatever la k.
just say that ur lazy to bring me along or yr ashamed for youknowwhatreasons..kn senang.i dont care anymore of what you want to say.
if i had been selfish i apologise.so much for a guys outing.
and 1 day ago,never will i forget that incident.
once a liar, always will be.

can i please turn back the time?



i just wish to go to a place where i can have some peace.
& i quit my job too.
and guys,please learn,that if a girl says she fine or she ok,afterall, shes not.
have a great week ahead people.
:)
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calls went unanswered.
sms went unreplyed.
i need peace now.

Sometimes you just have to smile.
pretend that everythings alright.
and just walk away.
& isnt it funny
when the people whu say they wont hurt you
are the ones whu hurt you the most.

i will smile,no matter what.

gd night world!
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my smile hides a million sorrows only i know.

i hate my stepmom and even at times i do hate _________ & ________ too.at home im almost close to invisible.bt only when i do somthing bad then only will i become visible.if i do smthing godd,no one & i mean no one ever sees it. im sick and tired of everything nw. i just have a wish nw,that is to run as far far far away as i can so that i wont make yr life difficult ok!i have never ever depended on my family for anything.i have been working ever since i finished my Os till nw,though i job hop a lot,i will always get a job in time.i have never ask for any expensive stuff frm you.all yr pay will go to "them".all my stuffs are either gifts frm frens or it is by my own fucking money!
i cry to sleep eveyday bt no one noes.

to a fren,
i know i have made mistakes to you.i was sorry for being too egoistic at that time to even say sorry to you when u have done a lot to help me.and then we have to end our frenship in the most worse way.even though it has been a yr,i am still hoping that we cld be frens again.& i mean close frens like we used to.6 years of frenship and to end it just like that.-__- u understood me too well.abt me,my family and all.no one cld ever replace u.nw,whenever i have probs at hm,im lost i dnt noe whu to turn to.i just wish you cld come back to my life.
ur my fren,my bestfren,my sister.
IMISSYOU!:(

and my bf has been great.he tolerated all my nonsense. i can be laughing ine moment and the next i just dnt wish to talk to him,yet he stays and console me & try his best to make me talk to him again.he may nt be the perfect guy bt he always try to put a smile on my face every day without fail.even at times he may irritate the hell out of me when he noe i have no mood. yet i noe deep dwn he loves me.
thanks love for being one patient guy.and i noe i took u for granted at times,but..
haiz.thank you muhd faris for never giving up on me.

have a great weeknd ppl.

tomorrow theres a firework festival.:)
watching fireworks always makes me feel better.

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i am feeling super duper uber happy today coz i got to talk to irfan.da pandai beual seyy.
saye suker.
:)






bt then




















im am silghtly sad & lost because tomorrow is my 3dmax phase test and aku tk tau ape2 pon boleh?
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wish me luck.ineed plenty of that.
thanks.:)















with the rush of many test & projects it mean that
H O L I D A Y
is coming.
weeeee~













life is great!:)

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friends just come and go.
& some people take it for granted.

have a great week people.
happythreehundredandsixtyfivedaysofknowingeachotherbaby.
:)

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my wish list;
1) i wish to go on a holiday
2)i wish i to pass all my test and exams
3)i wish that humans wont fight with humans
4)i wish that bf goes back to the oldplace
5)i wish that time pass to another 4 yrs quickly
6)i wish to wake up everyday at 6.30am without any problems
7)i wish that people wont pretend
8)i wish to have 1 million dollars now
9)i wish to lose at least 5kg before my 21th bdae
10)i wish that people will stop trying to make up stories
11)i wish that bf doesnt have to go and serve ns
12)i wish i have a maid to clean up my bedroom weekly
13)i wish my flu & cough will heal soon
14)i wish to graduate asap
15)i wish to have a job i love in future
16)i wish that people are always happy
17)i wish that weekdays can switch with the weekends
&lastly;
i wish that all my wish come true.
p l e a s e


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national day was spent with love.
love the fireworks.:))
click on my multiply to watch the video:))
after that went to meet aleh for a while.
talk2 and went to suntec.
bf bought for me handbeg.
i love it thanks love.

its gg to be the fasting month soon.
and then;
_____________________________:(
idontevenwanttothinkabtitnw!
btw bf, i hate yr supervisor.u noe why.
:(
h o w t i m e f l i e s.


When friends stop being frank and useful to each other, the whole world loses some of its radiance.~Anatole Broyard

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my brother is off to KL.
best kn.for 1 week ok.
and SHOPPING.
i want a handbeg ok abg.
enjoy yr trip.
pray that selamat pergi and balik.
:))

btw;
HAPPY NATIONALS DAY SINGAPORE!!!
esplanade will be flooded with people today.
haha.
have fun pushing thru the crowds ehh.
:))

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want to know what i miss?
primaryschlife.recesstime.50centsnasilemak.10centsairbatu.carefreechilhood.
playground.morningassembly.readingtime.brownies.secondaryschlife.shortskirts.
colouredsocks.malaylessons.netballtrainning.ncc.marching.interclassgames.
interschoolgames.catfights.remedialesson.chattinginclass.sharingofnewspaper.
nitectimes.cafe1.cafe2.waffle.mrneo.thepeople.environment.
imisscelebratingnationaldayinsecondarysch.itwassosemangatsngaporeanthen.:)

i supersupersuperHATE it when u lie to yr frens abt us.
& HATE is a very strong word to use.
and in case u dont know whats the meaning of hate;
intense dislike; extreme aversion or hostility.

canibeturntoacarefreehappycheefulcrazylittlegirliusetobe?
confuse;iam.
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i got mc for 2 days.:)
i shall stay home,rest and slack an sleep like a pig.
i have a very super long weekend.yeah!
no sch till tuesday.bestt nyeeee!
haha.

to my gfs;
all of you are greatly missed:(
meet up soon babes.
especially ema,rinn,nurulain,nadya & aja.

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its already the month of august and that means;test,test and more test are coming soon.
i need to make the effort to wake up early.
i'll try.
i will.
-_-
something to laugh about;

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im being nice to you because i have to.
nt because i want to.

YOU will never understand hw i feel.
N-E-V-E-R.


btw happy advance twenTEEN bdae to fidah.
wish you all the best in whatever ok.:)
smile always.
loves;)
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this post is specially dedicated to the bf bike.
eventough it wnt be reading it.
i would really appriciate if you could be at yr good condition for the time being.just nw otw he send me to work,the clutch patah.with the damnn hot weather.woah!bole mengamok la seyy.
sorry bf.and nw the light have to be put to high beam,if nt,totally no light at all.
please.please dnt buat perangai lagi.
i promise i wnt complain so much abt you to bf anymore.
ok?:)
my bf loves you still.


whatever~

gdnightworld!

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this was what the bf surprise me with.he bought a hp.a watch and a flower that never dies.
i love it very much.
t h a n k y o u v e r y m u c h b f.
much loves;)

and also to faris aka REZ aka my crapping buddy.
eventhough kau terlambat wish kn.ur forgiven fren.he made it up by msn-ing me.
sms-ing me.kol-ing me.and email-ing me.haha.
thanks alot.and i would like to share with all the poem he wrote for me.

" huda huda,
u are the sun,
when the sun rise,
the sun will set,
huda huda
u are the rain,
when there are raindrops,
i will rain,

hudahuda,
HAPPY BDAE!! :D:D:D:D"

hahaha.merepek kn.just like him.bt still,thanks for that.
its the effort that counts ryte.

btw congratulations to kak ana for giving birth to a baby girl on the 31th july 2008.
time 7am.
=)
im gg to visit that little girl later.

welcome august.
i hope for a more cheeful ,fun filled august.

have a great weekend!


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