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happy birthday to me.
happy birthday to me.
happy birthday to meeeeeeee.
happy birthday to me.

just a year older.
and
a year wiser(hopefully)

thank you bf;
for eveything.

thank you aja;
for the present.i love it lots babe.
i loves you lots.

thank you razif;
for the wish.and wasted kc tk kol eh..if nt..
haha.

and to the rest thanks all for the wishes and presents.
advance.on time.or belated.
its the thought that matters.
thank you.
:)



(So get ready and I'll take you out) and show you some love
(Show you what partying is all about) once we hit the club

(It's your birthday) so let's party and have some fun
(It's your birthday) we'll dance til the morning comes yeah
(Happy birthday) girl let's step the night away
(Happy birthday) and we're gonna celebrate, yeah

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Last night you and your best friend had a fight.
You decide not to talk to her the next day.
She smiles at you. You grind your teeth at her.
She tells her friends nice things about you.
You spread bad rumors about her.
She tries to come and talk to you.
But you push her aside.
She thinks you are a great friend.
You think she is a terrible friend.
She writes nice notes to you, telling you about the best times you shared together.
You write about all the bad times you can remember experiencing together.

Deep down you know she's sorry.
But all you have is hate.
The next day you find a note.

It reads:
Dear ________, I tried to tell you yesterday, but you
didn't let me speak, I tried to tell you good things,but you were afraid to
hear them. I tried to smile at you, to take away the hate. But now it's
time to tell you, even though it's a bit late. That i am dying. I have a
bad condition and it is getting worse. I'm sorry to have to tell you that i
won't be able to see you today. I wrote this to you today in the hospital.

My time is up.

I'm sorry i should have told you sooner. I'm really sorry about our
argument,you are such a great friend. I promise i shall watch over you,
Lots of love __________


You run to the hospital to tell her you are sorry,
But only her mum is left.
Her hand clasped over her face. And she was crying.
Down on her knees she prays, for her daughter to come back.
You were too late.
You wish you told her sorry sooner and got to say goodbye.

All friends have their ups and downs, and sometimes you need to say sorry..
Don't wait for the other person to do it first.
Because you never know what could happen.

friends;iloveallofyou.

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the human tetris.


learn to speak proper engrish.hah!


oh yah;thanks to my teacher nw i have 2 new name.
how-dah.
&
andayu.
ahahaha.

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3 more days to my birthday.
have a great week ahead.

loves;)

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this post is specially dedicated to the big fat monster in my house.
aku tk tau if aku owe kau a living ke ape ah.asl kau nk kene enter my fathers life and make all of us miserable.ntah bomoh mane kau da pegi,pas tu pale2 bapak aku.kau perangai mcm sial.kalau utk ringan kn beban bapak aku tkpe jgk.ni menyusahkan hidop org tk abes2. if i could i would make the both of u divorce. i swear.kalau ikotkn hati aku.tapi aku kesian ah tgok kau,da tkde keje.tkkn la nk suruh hidop sorg2 pulak kn.haha!nanti kalau kau mapos pon tkde org tau.see,aku still berhati perot ok.:)i cant wait to get out of this hse.aku tk perlu kn kau la eh utk ajar adeq aku,sendiri diri tk betol nk step ajar org konon.depan laki tau baik2,blakang mcm pukimak!skg looking at her face just makes me wanna PUKE!da bkn benci lagi,its da tahap MENYAMPAH!serious shit nyer.kalau bole aku hope dan aku doakn la anak yg kt dlm kandungan kau tu cacat la sey.biar padan muke kau. and btw my siblings only consists on my elder brother,me & my younger brother.jgn harap nanti kau da tue,aku nk kasi mkn anak2 kau.kau bole relax sudah ehhh MAKCIK!!! TO GAIN RESPECT ,EARN IT FUCKER!! umur je da tue nk mampos tai perangai mcm bdk2.adeq aku pon kalah.hahaha. pardon my language ppl. p/s;she suck.



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while waiting for bf,i took soo much pictures that if i were using the camera using the film sure would have run out.-__-
so we went to bugis. and guess what FOX is having 50% off storewide.girls,what are u waiting for??go shop.shop.shop.its till the first week of august.i loike!& btw i bought a dress.:)
thanks bf.
then to beach rd;jalan2 carik mkn.best!
aku da gemok mcm babi.-___-
thanks again bf.

not having to work on fri & weekend is fun.
heehee.
tmorrow meeting dearest fiza.it seems like so long since i met her.
sorry.
i miss you la!:)
dearest aja;we'll meet ok on friday.:)
miss ya many2 makcik.



Sejenak ku terdiam dan membisu
Membuatku lelah dan tanpa arah
Coba mengertilah coba pahamilah
Arti cinta sesungguhnya

Dan letakkan hatimu disini
Ku berjanji kau tak 'kan kusakiti
Sejuk sepi sedang nampak hanya bintang
Hanya kaulah yang ku sayang

Ku latih kau terbang diatas awan
Agar kau tegar dan tak terkalahkan
Jadilah jagoan seperti yang ku inginkan
Agar dapat ku banggakan

Namun sikapmu kini telah berubah
Membuatku resah dan serba salah
Kau berdiam diri membuat nadiku berhenti
Katakanlah hei kekasih

Reff:
Coba kau pikirkan, coba kau renungkan
Apa yang kau inginkan telah aku lakukan
Coba kau pikirkan coba kau renungkan
Tanya bintang-bintang hanya kaulah yang ku sayang
Coba kau katakan apa yang kau inginkan
Apa yang kau butuhkan telah aku berikan
Coba kau katakan apa yang kau inginkan

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the bf bike ha been giving us a lot of problems lately.firstly it was the pillions footrest then just nw the chain was very2 loooose that it can putus anytime.luckily nothing happened on our way to ubi.that 10mis was like the longest time of my life.takot la sey.alhamdullilah.both of us are fine and safe.:)
btw congratulations to the ite WEST sepak takraw team.
they won bt only the semi-finals.
i want to watch them on the finals.but boring kalau tkde teman kn.just nw wanted to cheer also paisey.coz all are guys.hmmph!

7more days to my birthday.
cant wait.
oh,i wish my wish to be granted pleeeeeeaseeeeeee.



latest song addiction;

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what if tomorrow never come?

we have been too busy with our lifes that we forgot abt the ppl whu once make a difference in yr life.

take care ppl.
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I must accept life unconditionally. Most people ask for happiness on condition. Happiness can only be felt if you don't set any condition.~Margaret Lee Runbeck

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if you had bought sunday's newpaper.you would have read the article abt spore in top 10 cities with the hottest girls.personally,i was shocked to see that.hopefuuly after this we wld get to be in the top 3 for next yr ms universe.lol.
i believe that everyone is beautiful and unique in their own way.





Remember, you can earn more money, but when time is spent is gone forever.~Zig Ziglar

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top 3 ways to be HAPPY.

1)SMILE
Don’t think about it! Don’t try to make your problems seem less important than they are. There is no need to analyze anything. Just smile. It’s a physical thing - smile and look out for the signs of feeling better.

2)BE THANKFUL
We all have so much to be thankful for, yet the routine of our days make us take it all for granted. There’s so much going on that we simply do not have the time to be thankful anymore.

3)LEARN TO FORGIVE
Whether you’re angry at someone you used to be friends with, or simply mad at yourself for doing or not doing something, and especially if it’s a close relative of yours which you can’t seem to talk to anymore - learn how to forgive.The sooner to forgive, the quicker you will break free from anger, hatred and every other negative emotion which controls you when you have a bad feeling towards someone or something.One of the most important things to understand about forgiveness is that you do it not for the person you’re trying to forgive, but for yourself. Forgiving someone means letting this person be himself or herself, and leaving in the past all your negative feelings towards this person.




Beribu bintang dilangit
Kini menghilang
Meraba aku dalam kelam
Rembulan mengambang
Kini makin suram
Pudar ilhamku tanpa arah

Sedetik wajahmu muncul
Dalam diam
Ada kerdipan ada sinar
Itukah bintang ataupun rembulan
Terima kasih kuucapkan


Izinkan kumencuri bayangan wajahmu
Izinkan ku mencuri khayalan denganmu
Maafkanlah oh...
Andai lagu ini
Mengganggu ruangan hidupmu
Kau senyumlah oh...
Sekadar memori
Kita di arena ini
Kau ilhamku
Kau ilhamku...




our life are made of the choices we made.

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RULE 1
Life is not fair - get used to it.

RULE 2
The world won't care about your self-esteem. The world
will expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel
good about yourself.

RULE 3
You will NOT make 40 thousand dollars a year right out
of high school. You won't be a vice president with
car phone, until you earn both.

RULE 4
If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a
boss. He doesn't have tenure.

RULE 5
Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your
grandparents had a different word for burger flipping
they
called it Opportunity.

RULE 6
If you mess up,it's not your parents' fault, so don't
whine about your mistakes, learn from them.

RULE 7
Before you were born, your parents weren't as boring as
they are now. They got that way from paying your bills,
cleaning your clothes and listening to you talk about
how cool you are. So before you save the rain forest
from the parasites of your parent's generation, try
delousing the closet in your own room.


RULE 8
Your school may have done away with winners and losers,
but life has not. In some schools they have abolished
failing grades and they'll give you as many times as
you want to get the right answer. This doesn't bear the
slightest resemblance to ANYTHING in real life.

RULE 9
Life is not divided into semesters. You don't get
summers off and very few employers are interested in
helping you find yourself. Do that on your own time.

RULE 10
Television is NOT real life. In real life people
actually have to leave the coffee shop and go to jobs.

RULE 11
Be nice to nerds. Chances are you'll end up working for
one.





Got you high flammable like fire
Come with me let me take you higher
I'm the object of all your desire
And your attention is all I require

Don't stop now 'cause you on a roll
Make me go anywhere that you go
I'm that dream in your head when you're sleepin'
I'm that secret inside that you're keepin' woah-woah

You want this don't front qu� qu� qu� pasa
Speak up cu�l es la cosa
Ven aqu� let's get closer and closer

I say no-oh-oh
If you wanna take it slow-oh-oh
Catch up well now let's go-oh-oh
Together we run the show-oh-oh

I say no-oh-oh
If you wanna take it slow-oh-oh
Don't stop well now let's go-oh-oh
Together we run the show-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh

Bite your lips 'cause you know that you feel it
When I shake it you know you're addicted
I see you're lovin' this dominicana
You like the way that I dance the bachata

Don't stop now, 'cause I'm on a roll
Give you that gutta you feel in your soul
My heart beats like a drum can you hear it?

I know you want this don't front qu� qu� qu� pasa
Speak up cu�l es la cosa
Ven aqu� let's get closer and closer

I say no-oh-oh
If you wanna take it slow-oh-oh
Catch up well now let's go-oh-oh
Together we run the show-oh-oh

I say no-oh-oh (Yeah)
If you wanna take it slow-oh-oh (Shaka Dee)
Don't stop well now let's go-oh-oh (Black Kat)
Together we run the show-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh (Red One, let's go!)

[Shaka Dee:]
Me takin' it slow, me takin' it fast
Me like a train baby girl when me take in the pants
Me and you what I think that's what the aftermath
And after that me and you could just slip the cash
The pon and Kat just smashin the party
After that, yo Kat, let's mash up the lobby
'Cause this is a dance and this is a hobby
It's fire in here and GMB got me
Woah!

[Kat:] Are you ready-ready-ready-ready-ready-ready
[Shaka Dee:] I'm ready my girl
[Kat:] Are you ready-ready-ready-ready-ready-ready
[Shaka Dee:] Sure I'm ready my girl
[Kat:] Are you ready-ready-ready-ready-ready-ready
[Shaka Dee:] I'm ready my girl
[Kat:] One-hundred-percent-uh

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today had to peform a short skit abt the old people.
its damn funny with our class star luqman.haha.
i will upload the videos once i got it.


ifonlyyouknew.



Resah yang ku
Ubah dalam kata
Melukiskan kesunyian
Tanpa engkau aku tak mengerti

Meski
Pagi itu menatapi
Akan sunyi tanpamu
Menemani aku sepi

* Tanpa..
Cintamu aku resah
Tanpa..
Kasihmu aku hampa
Tanpa..
Dirimu aku mati
hohoo…x2

Kini benar-benarku rasakan
Dalam benuk hatiku tanpamu
aKu tak mengerti
Takut
Takut jauh dari dirimu
Kan kau tinggalkan aku sendiri
Tanpamu ku mati
hohoo…

Resah yang ku
Ubah dalam kata
Melukiskan kesunyian
Tanpa engkau aku tak mengerti

(ulang chorus x2)

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what happens when a realtionship doesnt have trust anymore.
will it work out?
i dont noe.
im empty.
im lost.
sorry is never enough bt making an effort wont die.




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nobody is born perfect.

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i am in class nw having my java lesson.my teacher is talking nonsense.which makes no sense at all.let me share with you.
what is the first main part of a computer?
class silent.never ans.
suddenly somebody says CPU.and then the teacher says yes!!!its in yr book page 1.
blalblablablabla.
im so damn bored.
im visitng hilal today after sch.he pengsan.hopefully hes well.:)
i soo hate this modeule coz its java.and its damn complicated lor.if only i had appeal to skip this module.1 semester in ite simei was more than enough for me.blablabla.
before i continue listening to my teacher,share this with everybody.
boify;ur missed:(

to all my once-a-fren;frens;frens to come
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?,
orSaying nothing and wishingyou had?
I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.
Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.
If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs.
Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?
Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own........when youleast suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.
Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraidto let you?
Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fearthat the other person does not care as much, or even at all.
Have you ever deniedyour feelings for someone because your fearof rejection was too hard to handle?
We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.
But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.
Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what theywould have done, or could have had.
* What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?
*What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?
*What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt?(even ifit is that you don't care anymore)
*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn'thave them?
*What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?
People live, but people die. I want to tell you thatyou are a friend.If you died tomorrow (God Forbid) you would be in my heart.Would I be in yours?

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i am feeling so full ryte nw i feel like vomitting!
~bleearrrgh!
btw just nw had lunch at mcdonalds with the bf and gt free glass cup for every meal u upsize.cool or what.haha.btw its nice la.its a collactable item.:)
todae was a superb busy day .long queue. and some customers just have to make my life more difficult by requesting this n that.-_-
btw i feel sad so sad coz i broke my watch.i lost my hair clip.haish.so sad.so sad.its a sad sad story.
8 more weeks sch and then holidays again.basically,thats all i looked foward too in my sch calennder.
ahaha.
oh yah.slight change in my timetable;no sch on friday.best!:)
i dont noe y bt this week i just gt that blogging mood to update.lol.
lets c hw long this mood stays.

btw haapy hoooooolidaying to rinn.
hope u have fun there n dnt foget me hor babe!
pray u have a safe journey to n fro.
waiting for yr msg on yr return.;)

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have you ever been in a sticky situation.where ur caught in between that speacial someone and yr fren?
it sucks ryte?
A is a fren of B.
B has a gf,C.
A told B that B's gf added him on frenster.which did not happen.and A has been secretly reading B inbox msg w/o B knowing it.and A even told B's fren that he is in contact with C.when in fact C doesnt even know who A is.funny yet complicated ryte?frm his long frens,B got to noe that A acctually cant c other people whu have more than him.or more happy than him.so A was trying his best to make B & C go their seperate ways.but,sadly,he failed.
ok enough of that,just bear in mind that what goes ard comes ard.
:)

moving on;

i and the bf has been bumping in to each other frens and he wil end up talking to his fren,the guy and suddenly,i would have met or known his fren gf,somehw.it doesnt happen once bt a few times already.
and we will be like;eh cam ne leh knl eh?
the funny part is,i know like 80% of his frens,even before we met,and i dont noe y i never get to meet him.well,i believe that we were only fated to meet in ite dover.


its a small world afterall.
its a small world afterall.
its a small world afterall.
its a small small world.

i didnt go to sch today coz i wasnt feeling well.
i was down with a slight fever.cough.food poisoning.headache.moodswings.& stomach cramps.
i dont noe y bt my immune system is very weak.and my blood level is low.anybody wants to donate blood to me?idontnowwhatsmybloodtypethough.haha.
all these eating and vomitting back has caused me to lose weight.
whatver i eat in the day,will come out again so at the end,acctually,i dont eat anything.

before i forget;

Sometimes we expect far too much of the people around us, and because no one can ever live up to those expectations, we are almost always disappointed.
Wouldn't it be better if we just let go, and let people be who they are? Then we'd be able to see them as they are -- with all their beauty and goodness in which we take joy, and with all their faults which we can also see in ourselves.
When we have put someone up on a pedestal, sculpturing them to fit our needs and desires by smoothing out the rough edges and creating new curves here and there, we cannot see the real person underneath our work. All we see is the illusion we have created. That is denying the person's real identity and is disrespectful.
It's much better for our friends and for ourselves if we drop our expectations and illusions, and accept them all just the way they are.

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hola!
firstly,my timetable kind of sucky.i dont understand y we must have 2 sw lesson in 1 week.hw merepek is that?im making my own timetable.haha.the teacher that is teaching us is blur2 also,bt hes nice la.only 2 modules this term,should be ok la.everyday i start lesson at 8am and thats the sucky part.as everybody noes i have the problem of waking up very early.just nw ,i only went for my 2nd lesson.haha.coz it was raining and shioooook la sey tido.lesson was supposed to end at 6pm bt teacher released us at 4.30.yeyyyyness!:)
so tommorw i have sw lesson at 9.30 bt according to my timetable my lesson start at 12.lol.

btw happy serving the nation to firdaus and luqman.
all the best in becoming a man.:)
and that leaves with only 3 mth for my bf to go ns.
hmm.
i have frens telling me that dont worry they will accompany me when hes nt here with me,bt still,its nt the same.
i guess i will spend more time with beloved gfs.



gd nite people!!

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my weekend was very well spent.
on fri met up with ema.
and did dome exercise.haha.
eventhough we didnt get to do what we acctually wanted.at least we had fun.
hahaha.ryte?:)
after whichmet up with aja and off to sheng song to but stuffs for the pit next day.
it was very2 the kecohrable.bt still,fun.
shop2 and the bus was very late.and we were carrying lots of plastic bag.so pissed offl lor.
then slacked a while and bf fetched me.
reached hm marinate the chicken and off to sleep.

on sat woke up very early to collect my cheque at aljunied.
met bf at aljunied mrt and off to my usedtobe attachment place.
collect the cheque bank in.bought something for aja.
went home cooked some mee siam goreng and off to the pit

and sunday
im working.

and tomorrow
start schooling.
and i cant find m grey skirt hw cool is that?
haha.

btw thanks a lot for the advance bdae present frens.
appriciated.
loves.
:)
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this post is a tribute to my used-to-be-bestboyfren.
im sorry we had to end our frenship this way,though it means so much to me.
u will still be remembered.
sometimes i just wish to turn back time and redo all my mistake to you.but,hey,im human too and i make mistake.and i believe that everybody deserve a second chance,bt since you decided to end it anyway,i respect yr decision.
the memories are for me to keep and treasure.as a fren i noe u will always wanna see me happy.
i will.
iwillmissyoufren.:(

he once dedicated this song to me on ria.
always be my baby;david cook



Remember, we all stumble, every one of us. That's why it's a comfort to go hand in hand.
~Emily Kimbrough
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