im kind of excited bcoz theres quiet a number of events that im looking forward to.and i hope for a much much more better mth in april ahead.*smiles*
my working schedule for this week sux.it seems like i dnt have a life.thur,sat & sun im working for 10 freaking hrs.fri is 11 hrs.dorg balas dendam sey coz i havent been working for the last 1 week due to no mood n lazy-ness.bt then on a brighter side,more money = more shopping!!!(:
friendship wise,i seriously miss SITIKHAIRINISA(minah),AJA(makcik),EMA,FATIN n NADYA!! as usual,new frens are fun bt old frens are better.:) some pics on ima's 21th birthday. thanks to me i managed to console the bf,addi n hafiz to overnite. thank you huda.:P
clockwise:addi, luqman, azie (cnt really c her),ima, fiza,dukun,me,faris,hafiz
me and fiza(we noe each other for so long bt never really talk)
me,azie n fiza
ima,me,fiza,azie.
siak nyer addi. n hafiz.*haiz*
relationship wise,better.:)
&on yah,my malay is beginning to sux.i was supposed to write a letter to my brothers teacher and it took me 1 freaking hr to call up ppl to traslate an eng word to malay.wtH!!and hw do we end a letter?if its english,we'll end it with yrs faithfully ryte?whats for malay? fiza said yg benar, n thats what i wrote.hentam je la kn.
"a true friendship is nt possible to end,if it does its because it never really started."
If a girl cries in front of you, it means that she couldn't take it anymore...
If you take her hand, she would stay with you for the rest of your life; if you let her go, she couldn't go back to being herself anymore...
(VERY TRUE!!!) A girl wont cry easily, Except in front of the person who she love the most, she becomes weak..
(VERY TRUE!!!) A girl wont cry easily, only when she loves you the most, she put down her ego.
Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you please hold her hands firmly, she's the one who would stay with you for the rest of your life.
Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you, please dont give her up, maybe bcoz of your decision, you ruin her life.
When she cry rite in front of you, when she cry bcoz of you, Look into her eyes, Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she's feeling?
Think....
Which other girl have cried wif pure sincerity, Infront of you, And bcoz of you?
She cry not because she is weak, She cry not bcoz she wan sympathy or pity, She cry, Because crying silently is no longer possible, the pain, hurt, n agony have become too big a burden to be kept inside...
Guys, Think about it...
If a girl cry her heart out 2 you, And all because of you, Its time to look back on wat u have done, Only you will know the answer to it.
Do consider it. Coz one day....
It may be too late for regrets, It may be too late to say "im sorry".
i dont know y these few days,almost 90% of the blogs i read contains these words. hate,anger,gloomy,upset,dissapointed,blalalala.pfffffft! its just so wrong. i dont noe.
and im nt feeling too gd today. flu. headache. backache. all ache. :(
and somebody just have to go and ruined my mood.fuct! this is what i call "KACANG LUPEKN KULIT"
its true whats ppl say. "when ur happy,yr frens noe u bt when ur sad,u noe whu yr real frens are."
today is a day nt to forget.i meet his mom for the very first time and guess wat?i fell asleep on the sofa.haha.ngantok giler sey.i almost fell asleep on the bike as well.*sigh*and kene mara.:( and his anak sedare is sooooo cute.he was much more active than usual bf said. i feel like gg to his hse everyday.and i was supposed to go to work at 5 bt i fell asleep till 4.30 la sey. and by then malas la aku nk g.haha.he sent me home and off to training.(: cute la kn!!!
here are sum overdue pics.and yea,it was sure a day to remember for everyone there.(: 1 3 . 0 3 .2 0 0 8.
today was last min plan to go out with piza. fectched her frm work then we went to jurong point to window shop. bt i ended up buying this.and lots more spend on FOOD.FOOD.FOOD. haha. i lost my red cardigan:( that was so belo of me.
*think abt this Y lie juz to make sum happy? Y make promises when u know u will break it? Y make sacrifices when u r not apppreciated? Y try so hard when u know u be taken for granted? ' U can't make sum LOVE u. All U can do is be sum who can be love & de rest is up to de person to realise yr WORTH.
dont build yr relationship based on LOVE,coz it fades,rather build it on HONESTY and TRUST.
memories play a confusing role..they make u laugh when u remeber the times u cried together..but makes u cry when u remember the time u laugh together..
yr absence shud be long enough so tht somebody misses u…but it shud not b so long, tht someone learns 2 live witout u…
I always knew that looking back on my tears would someday make me laugh, but I never knew that looking back on my laughter would someday make me cry.
Never luk for a Gud Face, it'll turn old one day; Never luk for a Gud Skin, it'll wrinkle one day; But luk for a loyal heart, that'll miss u every day.
My eyes are hurting coz I can't see u, my arms r empty coz I can't hold u, my lips are cold coz I can't kiss u & my heart is breaking coz I'm not with u.
In da rhythm of life we sometimes find ourselves runin out of tunes but as long as dere pple 2 provide d melody d music play on.
Remember me and bare in mind A faithful girl is hard to find This is always good and true So dont go changing old for new
Luv can be bad,it can treat u lik dirt.Theres always a risk of u getting hurt.Luv is restless & luv is a flirt.Luv has places to go and people to hurt.
ne day LOVE asked FRIENDSHIP, Why are you in the world when I am here? Friendship smiled & said, TO SPREAD SMILES WHERE YOU LEAVE TEARS.
When tears flow in your eyes... Always remember two things: I m here and I care I love you more then yeterday, and less then tomorrow Love comes and goes but friends stay forever!
Friendship isn't about whom you have known the longest, who came first or who cares the best.. Its about who came and never left..
Keep the lamp of friendship burning with oil of LOVE, B'coz Sun rises in the east and sets in the west but friendship Rises in the heart and sets after Death...
Friendship is a special kind of love and One loyal friend is worth ten thousand relatives
My friendship with u is like an onion which has many layers in it. it will add taste to ur life but if u try to cut it, u will have tears in ur eyes..
Friendship is a network that needs,no recharge,no roaming,no validity limit,no activation,no signal problems,no low bettari,FriendShip is life time in coming.
A little less ego, a little more understanding, a little less argument, a little more concern, thats what keeps friendship 4ever..
Your friendship is a Blank Cheque for me.Its an asset not a libility always a credit not a debit,always a profit not a loss & I hope it will never bounce...
When you are up,your friends know who you are.When you are down,you know who your friends are.....
Friendship often ends in love; but love in friendship--never.
im tired of pleasing people.im silent bt deep dwn im suffering myself.im tired of that.VERY VERY tired.nw,i just want to please myself.i couldnt care-less nw.(:
the weather was very2 wet today.rained the whole day thru.last min plan to meet fiza at yew t.so,i just wore very slack bt then last min jgk turon wlds.met ima,azie and enna.buy some stuffs at pasar mlm then we sat dwn,slack.they went hm,left me and fiza again.we went to teh tarik.so long never go there.terserempak dgn cicak and ted.chatted with them a while.ard 10.30pm we made a move.tmrrow gg out with fiza. HOPEFULLLY it doesnt rain. i wanna go east coast laaa. oh yah!i met alip just nw.he seems to be shorter,or i have grown.haha.hes gg to ns on friday. all the best.hope u grow to be a man on tekong BOY!(:
to MINAH KESYGAN KU-SITI KHAIRINNISA WE WILL MEET ON THE 24TH OK LOSER!haha. ;P
im falling in love with this song.(: *Berakhirlah sudah semua kisah ini, Dan jangan kau tangisi lagi Sekalipun aku tak kan pernah mencoba kembali padamu Sejuta kata maaf terasa kan percuma, S’bab rasa ku t’lah mati untuk menyadarinya S’moga saja kan kau dapati Hati yang tulus mencintaimu, tapi bukan aku
less than 12 hrs to my exam.im trying my best to study.progress? 3/11.gosh!im nt gonna make it for sure. my gpa sure gg to drop. with the help of my attandance. wish me luck. i need plenty of that. haha.
the weather is so wet.wet.wet.is has been raining ever since i woke up.and that was at 1.30pm.lmbt kn.i couldnt sleep lst night.i kep tossing and turning but i just cant seem to go to lala land.and finally when i managed to go to lala land it was already 6am.and my dad seems to be in a VERY GOOD mood today.usually i dont eat at home.bt then he kept coming in to my room every 10mins insiting me to eat.because he cooked ikan bakar and seafood soup.sedap kape.:) and nt even after 2 hrs of finish eating,my dad asked me what i wld like to eat,he wanted to odered kfc.haha.this dont occurs often so,aku pon order la byk2.hahaha.btw,ysterday my dad told me i gt bursary frm cdc for good progress award.it was kind of shocking la.bt then,da kasi duit tkkn tknk ambek kn.hahaha.im nt sure of the amt,hopefully its 3 figure la.n nw,everbody is waiting for kfc.frankly speaking,im nt even hungry!!im so gg to be fat like a hippo nt long.tmroow is my last paper.networking.and i dont noe a thing.eveytime i wanna go to the cisco website,i'll type in a different add.so..yah..haha.
i am rather sad nw,coz my bestfriend has turned to be myusedtobebestfriend.he changed a lot ok.*sigh*he used to call me gemok and i used to call him pendek.i miss that.it has been mths since we chatted but ysterday he ws online and when i asked if hes missed me he said no.he never said that before.he used to say yes princess.hmm.wont say whu.bt then i miss him so.:(
im looking foward to the 29th.sentosa la seyy.with aja n the bf.so long never see him already.its sure be a great outing.sape2 nk ikot,turon la.beep me up.:)
i changed me number.for those whu wants it,ask me.thru msn.:)
i wonder y some ppl are just so gd at lying.i wanna be gd at it too can?i am too soft hearted and i cant lie.someone tach me can?i have had enuf of yr lies and drama.i just cant take it anymore.when i hate someone,i have my reasons and when i do,im sorry.bt i try my best nt too.no one noes hw i feel.i dont know.i dont feel speacial anymore.dont blame me.
sorry.
im looking foward to fri coz i wanna work!!mcm da lame tk keje.rindu pulak gitu.ahaha.
we used to think that life is a fairytale. full of magic,exciting,vivid! But that was a long time ago. now we know that theres more to life than just "happily ever after.." we've learned that we get wiser each day. and no fairy can lead us to a happy ending. we decide, we struggle.. and somehow we begin to understand. that we have the power. to make each day better than yesterday. :)
tmrrow is my exam.:) hopefully pass la eh. wish me luck.
i cant wait to go watch step up 2!!ysterday outing was fun.full of laughter and crapy-ness.ahah. they are "new" friends, whom i noe frm bf.i can c us gg out for more outings.ahaha.(:
At some point u learn to accept the fact that the people u wish to change wouldn't. Goodbyes hurt but only mean forever if u let them. Pictures never replace being there and nothing last forever.But u also learn to laugh untill yr stomach hurts. Act so crazy people think ur high & just keep having fun because life is to short to wort abt change.(:
to let go isnt to forget, not think about or ignore. It doesnt leave feelings of anger or jealousy. Letting go isnt about winning and it isnt about losing. Its nt about prde and its nt abt how u appear.Its nt obsessing or dwelling on the past. Letting go isnt blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts.and doesnt leave emptiness, hurt or sadness. Its nt giving in or giving up. Letting go isnt abt loss and its nt defeat.To let go is to cherish memories but to overcome and to move on. it is having an open mind and confidence in future. Letting go is accepting. It is learning, experience and growing. To let go is to be thankful for the experience and growing.To let go is t be thankful for the experience that made u laugh,cry and grow. To let go is to open a door and to a clean path to set yrself free.
it is only when we truly know and understand that we have a limited time on earth and that we have no way of knowing when our time is up that we will begin to live each day to the fullest,as if it were the only ones we had.
btw, happy international womens day!! love u gfs.
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Friday, March 7, 2008, 16:15
*Aku hanya ingin kau tahu Besarnya cintaku Tingginya khayalku bersamamu
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it has been a year since i am in ite dover.time flies or what.so,we are all gg to break up to different classes.my exams on mon and wed.after that holiday.part of me feels upset to break up with my classmates.will surely miss their kecoh-NESS.*sigh* but then,thats life. NOTHING LAST FOREVA.
When Leo and Sagittarius join together in a love match, the result is often fireworks! Both Signs are extremely dynamic and enjoy life to the fullest. This couple is full of life and fun to be around, with each person encouraging the other to aim high! Sagittarius's philosophical tendency warrants a distraction to Leo's obsession with the larger-than-life. The two will have genuine admiration and respect for one another. Both are warm, charismatic and charming; people enjoy being in the energy this couple radiates.
Both Signs can be impatient but endearing, and Leo may be annoyed by Sagittarius's flirting, but there's never a dull moment in their relationship. Sagittarius sees the world as a textbook they must study from, while Leo acts as the gracious host. Both are extremely social, but it is vitally important to Leo that they feel that they are in control of the conversation. Leo is the Lion, the leader, while Sagittarius is the Archer, slowly taking the time to survey their target and feel the nuances of difference in their approach. Both Signs are usually respected by others, and it's important that each remembers to treat the other with the utmost respect as well.
Leo is ruled by the Sun and Sagittarius is ruled by the Planet Jupiter. Both are masculine energy archetypes, and together they make a good combination -- they understand one another because they are so similar. The Sun is about Self and Jupiter is about expansion and excess, together providing a personal and outward focus on themselves and the world, although sometimes they can overexert themselves. They're highly compatible with lots of energy, and can be a wonderful couple in any setting or situation.
Both Leo and Sagittarius are Fire Signs. This tends to be a very heated and passionate relationship. They both have boundless energy, and can seem the only ones able to keep up with one another's intensity. Although Sagittarius may become exhausted by Leo's expansive ego, their differences of opinion won't last long -- Sagittarius has moved on to the next project and Leo's optimism and need for a fan club overcome a petty argument.
Leo is a Fixed Sign and Sagittarius is a Mutable Sign. Sagittarius provides Leo with the deeper understanding they may be lacking, while Leo can fine-tune Sagittarius's charm and socialgraces. Sagittarius may be irritated by Leo's bossiness, shallow vanity and tendency to sulk. However, they are both loyal and devoted to one another, and the rewards of their union outweigh the minor setbacks.
What's the best aspect of the Leo-Sagittarius relationship? It's the willingness to work as a team and the mutual admiration they exhibit when dedicated to seeing things through. This duo complements one another with a combined attention to personal and world affairs. They both know their place in the relationship. Their comparable high energy and fiery passion makes them a versatile love match.
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, 00:05
happy tween-TEENtwo birthday to adi farhan.
wish u all the best in life.
& i cant join the celebration.:( hope u guys have fun.(:
the day i have been waiting for.(: initially wanted to go to sch,BUT as usual,i woke up late.wat time?i woke up at 10am.and by that time lesson has already finished.:( so i decided to sleep again and wake up at 12.haha.after which get ready to go out!! met bf at 2pm then we went to the ZOO!!!it has been years since i went to the zoo.the place has changed a lot must say.and lots of new animals.but the 1 animal that had me really will remember this trip is the animal name CHIPANZEE.i wont elaborate.those whu noe.shhhhh.lol. we really had fun.& for those whu wanna go to the zoodont bother buying the tix with the tram ride.its kind of waste of money.we only took it 1 time.pffft!!we leave the zoo at 6.30pm.and off to bedok.bf went for training then wat i did?talk on the phone with ima.(: thanks for the company ima and raudziah,though die kol last min.ahaha.at 10.30pm he left his training.and off we went to east coast.again.spend the whole nite there.then it started rainning at the wee hrs in the morning.sejok giler.and we spend the nite talking bout almost everything.and then he sang to me the song!! the lyrics are here: music/lyrics:Faris aka bf(: copyrightedok!:)
pernah dulu aku dilukai
perna dulu aku didustai
jangan engkau mengekori sikap itu yg sangat keji
sudah lama aku menderita
menelan sepi didalam jiwa
lalu kau hadir dlm hidup
mengubati jiwa yg siksa
aku inginkn kasihmu
aku inginkn sygmu
jgn engkau pergi dariku
kerana ku tk sanggup menderita sekali lagi
oh huda
siang ,malam ku terbayang-
bayangkn wajahmu
wahai sayang
oh huda
engkau la pengubat hati
oh huda
engkau la penghibur hati
oh huda
engkau la penyeri hidupku
yg dulu sepi
kini aku sungguh bahagia
kehadiranmu merubah segala
jangan engkau kecewakn
jiwa ini yg tk salah
oh huda.
(:
i was damn touched la sey.no words needed.its gg take another 4 yrs that we are meeting 29th febuary again.pics will be up real soon.(:
next week i gt lots of plan.monday will be staying in sch doing our vb project.tuesday sch.wed gg to waks shp and town with siti & shema.thur sch.fri out with aja.sat planning out with cheeky babies.and sun im free.shld i stay hm or ema,shall we go play bowling?beep me gf.(: bf is leaving singapore on the fri.:( sedih pe.bt then,absence makes the heart fonder.i guess.
i had a really fun weekend. sometimes when a relationship occurs with a very huge problem,it will only bring the relationship closer.(:
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