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Sunday, December 28, 2008, 00:14
HELLO!! this will be my last post for 2008:)
finally,2008 is coming to an end. and it has been a long ride with full of ups and downs,well that what is all about right?sometimes you at feeling great but sometimes you might just be feeling sucky and super down. lots of stuffs happened. but still i managed to pull through. from friendships to family to relationships. to sum it up.those precious memories will always be remembered till the end of time. this post is specially up to idontknowwhatstheword to the people who have make 2008 memorable for me.not in any oder or whatsoever but bf is of course the first.lol.
firstly would be my dearest faris.this year marks our first year together our love story is such a great one.and if we were to reflect it one day when we grow old,im sure we will have a great time laughing out at our story.haha. he has taught me a lot of things,one of which is don't trust people easily.i have learnt that the hard way.and i won't be that naive anymore.thanks for making my 2008 a great one.
next would be kairani.she is a fren since my secondary kentalans days till now.well, we do had our fights and stuffs,but im glad that we made up.*smiles*im sure we will have a great 2009 together.:) thanks for being such a wonderful friend.*hugs* next would be faris. but he is also known as rez.eventhough kite da lame tk jumpe la kan,but we would still keep in contact thru sms,calls,msn & blog.walaupon tk hari2, you are still remember fren.he is there to entertain me & cheer me up when im down. no matter what time it is,he is there & just to let u know that i appreciate our friendship very much,& it has been a while since i catch up with ou on your admirer.*winks* heeehee. when are you gg to get a gf?don't forget to update me k?& carry on with you craps.*smiles*
next would be siti hajar.she is a great friend. she listens to me & give a very good advice.this year we celebrated our birthday together.it was great but sadly i didn't managed to stay long. well,i know you won't read this but i just wanna say,i loves you and i appreciate our friendship a lot ok makcik!!*hugs & kisses*
next is ukkrima, or better known as ema.this little girl here have a very unique name kn?well she is super short & super cute. it has been a year since we are frens?or longer? we rarely meet up due to sch & stuffs but we still do keep in contact rite?meeting here is never a bore, coz everytime ask her any qn,her answer will be sembarg,sembarg.haha.but still im glad we are friends.*hugs*:)
next will be fiza & co. the girl whom i have known for long but only started talking when im with boify.coz they are in the same "clan".she is a very secretive person but a great person to talk to.one of our passion is going to pasar malam together.haha.we were close but somehow we drifted apart maybe we are both busy with our own schedule,but still, im happy that i finally got to talk to you.and to the rest of the girls,im glad knowing you people.they are very happy go lucky and very sembarg punye.they are a bunch of great people and im blessed knowing people like you guys.*smiles* next is shafri. well,known him from ite dover.he is muke mcm matrep tapi baik punye.haha. hes nice & friendly. he always tolerate all my nonsense & my complains.we did have our share of misunderstandings to but i am really grateful that we are still frens,and i hope you keep your word,that we will always be friends no matter what ok?aku really appreciate our friendship and you being there for me no matter at what time of the day i kol you,you are still there for me.& i hope you find your dream girl soon ok?*smiles*
next is zah.my fren since my ite simei days.the one whu i used to hate in those days.haha,well not exectly hate but tk suke. my first day i have to sit beside him and i can't pronounce his name & that irritaes him a lot.haha.and then we decided not to talk to each other till our last semester. he is someone whu doesn't talk to girls to much tapi bile da rapat, mulut non stop.haha. he too is always there for me whenever i need him to.and kau pon,please eh tkmu cerewet sangat carik gf.*winks*
next will be idris.well,it has only been a year since i know him.but he makes it a point to kol me every week to ask about how am i & stuffs.he is a caring friend.and when im in need of help,he is there.eventhough we don't meet anymore,but im glad that you still care.*smiles*
next is fidah & co.well,they are my classmates and being the lazy person,i skip school a lot of times and they helped me with my assignments & projects. i appreciate all of your help a lot. especially fidah,aziz & man.without them i think i would have never make it thru till now.heehee. thanks.*smiles*sorry aku tkde gamba korg.
well,basically,if you see your name there,your presence & friendship means to me.even if we are stil close or not,you guys are in my mind.in short,im glad to have friends like you guys.you guys have always been there for me no matter what and im super super blessed & grateful for that. eventhough i don't have a lot of frens but these few makes a lot of difference to me.
somethings that i'm looking foward to in 2009 1)graduate from school 2)my 21th birthday 3)job haunting
This should passed on and not passed back. Pass this survey to 8 girls you know. You can not say "anyone is able to this survey" or similar like that. Those who were chosen to do this survey, you must play along and not back out. If you received this survey more than 8 times means you are someone on the outgoing popular links. REMEMBER: NO HIT BACK!
0- Who passed you this survey? What is your relationship to her? How do u befriend with her? And how do u find her? Ukkirima. a friend. i got to know her thru harris.and that's how our friendship started.:)
1- What is your real name? nurulhuda.
2- Which one do you prefer to be call? huda.
3- Are u currently wearing something green? nope.
4- Do u eat raw salmon? nope.
5- Are u married? If no, when do u intend to get hitched? 5 years from now.:)
6- Are u attached or no? If yes whats his name and how do u met? attached to muhd faris.we met at school @ the canteen when i first saw him.:)
7- If you are attached, would you mind if your boy got kissed by someone? of course can,if only it is BLOOD related.:)
8- Do u love answering back? of course.:)
9- What is you fav color? Name three. pink, white and black
10- Why do u like the 2nd color of your earlier answer? white = pure
11- Do u think u are someone known to public? nope.but people loves to gossip about me although i don't know them.-__-
12- Have u had sex with anyone before? Verbally or physically? I think this is a good question at the same time, do u wanna make a guess?
13- Do u like to be hated? who in the world like to be hated?
14- Do u think this survey is stupid? If yes, why? If no, why? kind of.
15- What is your fav lingerie shops? Name two. -__-
16- Do u prefer to wear G-string or normal undies? depands on what im wearing.:)
17- What is your fav watch brand? swatch.
18- Have u own all the above mentioned watches yet? yeah,but it is broken,wanna buy me a new 1?
19- What is your current addiction fav song?
20- Name your fav blog website besides than your site (list their name down) yourblog.
21- Do u think by blogging can make u famous? no.i blog because i love to blog.:)
22- Do u support rima melati adams or ida nerina? Pls chose only one. rima melati adams.
23- Do u think taufik batisah or hady mirza has the nicest voice? Chose only one. taufik batisah.
24- Are u planning to adopt a child like Angelina Jolie does? don't think so.
25- Do u think your are preety/handsome? of course!:)
26- Do u rate yourself as caring or understanding? caring.coz i can be very unreasonable at times.:)
27- What is your occupation now? student.:)
28- Where do u usually shop for your clothes? Everywhere!
29- Do u prefer dresses or t-shirt and shorts? Chose only one. dresses.:)
30- If you were given a miracle to change something in yourself, what would it be? List five. i wanna 1) a supersuper fair skin 2) lose 10kg 3) clean away all my whiteheads i can think only this 3 coz i'm happy with the rest of my body.:)
If you wish to know whats your friend's secret, pass this on to at least 8 girls. Let them know if they got choosen for this survey! sape2 yang tgh bosan,go and do la k?:)
THANK YOU FOR PARTICIPATING! (lol. ni bukan aku type eh...) .......................................................................................
the close up shot of the cupcakes. saye suker.lawaa la seyy.
basically,thats the cupcakes i bought for him. well,i ordered from the sweetcupcakes link on my *bye bye list. you should go try the cupcakes.its nice & its super delicious.:)
boify; i hope you enjoy the celebration with me & your family.eventhough we only managed to spend time for only like 4 hours coz i have to work,but still, i hopoe you will remember this celebration till the end of time.i don't have much things to give or much money to give you expensive gifts but i have a heart which can only love you,forever.
now that your birthday is done,i hope u feel deep in your heart,as your birthday come and go,i want you to know how much you mean to me more than you know.
next event coming up will be 28th abg braim tunang. im a bit excited. god noes why.:)
happy 21th birthday to boify. i hope now that you are already 21,you would know please don't be fickle minded anymore can?coz you know what happen rite? i wish you all the best in life.may you be successful in everything you do and may you be blessed with good health always.amin hope you will have a great celebration with me*smiles* and your family in a moment time.
i just wanted to share this.can you guys see something on the pic or is it just my illusions? hmm.coz i could see clearly on my phone when i zoom it is _______.if you just can't see it,it at the tree near my head.scarryy or what? *wonders*
Of all the things you wear, your expression is the most important.
The best vitamin for making friends...... B1.
The happiness of your life depends on the quality of your thoughts.
The heaviest thing you can carry is a grudge.
One thing you can give and still keep...is your word.
You lie the loudest when you lie to yourself.
If you lack the courage to start, you have already finished.
One thing you can't recycle is wasted time.
Your mind is like a parachute...it functions only when open.
The pursuit of happiness is the chase of a lifetime! It is never too late to become what you might have been.
Life is too short to wake up with regrets. So love the people who treat you right. Forget about the one's who don't. Believe everything happens for a reason. If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.
Friends are like balloons; once you let them go, you might not get them back. Sometimes we get so busy with our own lives and problems that we may not even notice that we've let them fly away. Sometimes we are so caught up in who's right and who's wrong that we forget what's right and wrong. Sometimes we just don't realize what real friendship means until it is too late.
'Be kinder than necessary because everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle.' well,at this moment im just happy that i made up with a fren-bestfren-sister.:) & im so excited to meet her again.cos 2 years is a long time & im sure we have a lot of things to talk about.*smiles*
yesterday was well spent with aja.spend the day at town.was suppossed to find a bdae present for boify.till now i have not buy for him anything.-___-and its like only 3 days away.how? h-e-l-p!!
i wish i could turn back the time to just yesterday & didn't do what i did yesterday. i'm truly sorry.it's just there was a super feeling of akward - ness upon seeing you guys. aku tk tahu. arrrrghh! whatever it is;im sorry,very sorry.
theres just too many mixed up feeling inside me now.
after so long of planning of gg library with sheila,finally,we went just now.well,it was kind of a last min planning though.heehee. & it was filled with our laughters.we should meet up again soon & LOL.after which i met the bf & played badminton & we were lucky enough that there is a slot @ woodlands cc.we started the game @ 7.30 & ends at 9pm. it was super tired & nw tangan da lembek mcm jelly.haha! next plan coming up with be town-ing with my gf.:) and of course bf birthday.
no matter how hard i try to get far away & forget you,i just can't seem to do it.you may have hurt me a lot. but im still giving you a chance over & over again. coz i really trust that you will change one day. & thanks for the sweet msg.but i hope it is not just a msg but you really mean it ok? "i love you because you are nurulhuda & im so over iffah." bf; action speak louder than words.remember that. & sometimes words can hurt, very deep.
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Thursday, December 11, 2008, 23:07
Hello!!first & foremost i got to work only 3 days this week.that is so pathetic.& its already the school holidays looks like my dream of earning more is gone.-__- & i realise that i have been spending a lot gg to the doctor.falling sick more often. & i was supposed to went for an appointment on wed but i didn't went because i was afraid.because the doctor wanted to put a scope inside my throat & see. & the thought of that scares me a lot!& i didn't even went to sch even though i know that i have a class test that day.-__-
now; im feeling supersuper disapointed with someone.why do you always want to bring out my past?like HELLO;yr past wasn't that good either. both of us had made our mistakes & if i can put yours behind why can't you? I bear more pain than you ok.do you even know how much it hurts me to have to walk in front of her house EVERY SINGLE DAY?and i have to pretend to smile each time i saw yr frens outside her house everytime? your lies over & over just so that you can go out & haf fun with your frens?i closed 1 eye even when you were out there having fun with your frens on new years eve, & i was at home all bandaged coz of the accident.don't you even think? have i ever ungkit all that? & taking pictures hugging other girls. im always the bad one & ur mr perfect ryte? u kol me as & when you want to. u answer my question if you want to. ur so EGOistic. & you keep telling me that you became like that coz of yr ex.so what if she has hurt you? iffah & huda are 2 different person.& u keep promising that you will change but it has been over a year,have you? no,you have not at all.i know i deserve better than this, but why am i still staying? coz i trust that you will change. sometimes, when i already can let you go,you will call or msg to show your concern & another second,you will just leave me. what is it that you really want? if you still love iffah,go & find her la k?i have never ever force you to love me.
2009;please please come soon.i have enough of 2008. arrgh!