Thursday, November 20, 2008, 12:16

firstly, i would love to congratulate my lil brother. he got to go to express && im super proud becoz he got A* for maths & A for malay. A for malay is so unbelievable. haha.
whatever it is,congrats!:)
well,the purpose of blogging today is to vent my frustrations.
gosh!!im soo frustrated to be quarrellings with you over the same person & the same thing over & over again. which part of
I HATE HER don't you understand?why is it that u have to sms her evey single week?why? do u need her that much that it hurts if u don't msg her a week?why?she have her own fucking bf to take care of her,if u still need her very much, then why do u still want to be with me? u noe how much it hurts me huh?i doubt so. u said u treat her like a fren, but i don't see u contacting your other frens as much as u contact her.so u tell me now is that the way u treat a FRIEND? she understands u much2 more than me ryte u said then why don't u just be with her?since u need her very much. then u tell me what do u need me for huh? since u have her to share everything?tell me now!i have always been patient with you, but to be quarrellings over & over time & again,i really am feeling sick & tired
faris, really, i am. i do feel like giving up nw,bt somehow, i can't?why?i have already given u a choice now,it's either her or me.call me selfish or what,i don't care.i would rather be away from u than having to fell upset everytime when we are together & her name will always pop up on the screen.& to keep that feeling inside of me then cry myself to sleep is just -_-
the decision is in your hand, & like u said we still have a lot of time to decide before we have any ikatan.so,make the right decision now. whatever it is,i will not hate u & i always will pray for yr happiness always.
don't make me like her,coz ur just making me hate her more.
p/s:thanks fren,for calling me when u know that i'm down,i appreciate it,really:)
"no man is worth your tears"

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