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huda♥faris

to fiza;
we are nt gg lahh..but lets meet up soon & shop for faris bdae present aites.oh btw pasar mlm kt wdl da bis blom eh?

to ema;
sure.babe 4th will be a date aites. btw i willl msg u,dnt bother msging me coz hp's down.

to rez;
why not we start email-ing each other to keep in contact?bt aku akan reply like 1 week later gitu lor.haha.btw ur missed!

to all;
take care & enjoy the rest of 2008.


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to you;
It's the times we're so crazy,that people think we're high.
It's the times we laugh so hard, we can't help but cry.
It's all the inside jokes and "remember whens".
Those are all the reasons that we're close friends.


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HELLO!!!
my weekends was a-o-k.as usual work.but i have a few things im looking foward too.heehee.
oh yah,i got free tix for zoukout. im still deciding weather to go or not. if im nt gg,then mcm wasted pulak kn.&i still have 2 free tix to escape.2 free tix to zoo.2 free tix to underwaterworld & 1 free tix to the spore flyer.haha.hehe.huhu.too many free tix && i bet we won't be using all of them.ryte bf?

im looking foward to meet granny.
im looking foward to the bf bdae.
im looking foward to countdown.
im looking foward to gg karaoke with _______.
im looking foward to meet makcik && catch up.

my attandance is dropping & dropping & dropping.
bt somehw,somwone has motivated me to go to sch.hee
&& please eh fren,keep yr promise ehh.
&& somehow i really hope that after this 3 weeks i won't have to come to sch on friday again.
please.coz i regretted nt gg the last fri.shhhhhhesssshhh!&&

&& i have a long list of to do list.gosh!
but my top 3 to-do list at the moment is
1)pay my hp bills
2)buy bf bdae present
3)shop!!it will help the economy,really.:)

&& does anybody seems to realise that time is passing us by very quickly nowadays,or is it just me?-___-
&& im currently irritated && pissed off at someone.haiz. i don't wish to say anymore.i really hate to _______________________________________.(fill in the blanks yrself)
arrrgghh!!

boify;u are missed.

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& so, you have made your decision, you said you will never contact her again. its a promise. i appreciate that decision of yours. i still wonder, why is it only now tat you seem to understand how i feel,why can't you read between the lines all this while. i have to be really pissed off & tell it straight to u then only u seem to realise what you did actually make me feel really insecure. but, i'm just grateful that you really love our relationship & you don't want it to end just because of this 1 person.

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firstly, i would love to congratulate my lil brother. he got to go to express && im super proud becoz he got A* for maths & A for malay. A for malay is so unbelievable. haha.
whatever it is,congrats!:)

well,the purpose of blogging today is to vent my frustrations.
gosh!!im soo frustrated to be quarrellings with you over the same person & the same thing over & over again. which part of I HATE HER don't you understand?why is it that u have to sms her evey single week?why? do u need her that much that it hurts if u don't msg her a week?why?she have her own fucking bf to take care of her,if u still need her very much, then why do u still want to be with me? u noe how much it hurts me huh?i doubt so. u said u treat her like a fren, but i don't see u contacting your other frens as much as u contact her.so u tell me now is that the way u treat a FRIEND? she understands u much2 more than me ryte u said then why don't u just be with her?since u need her very much. then u tell me what do u need me for huh? since u have her to share everything?tell me now!i have always been patient with you, but to be quarrellings over & over time & again,i really am feeling sick & tired faris, really, i am. i do feel like giving up nw,bt somehow, i can't?why?i have already given u a choice now,it's either her or me.call me selfish or what,i don't care.i would rather be away from u than having to fell upset everytime when we are together & her name will always pop up on the screen.& to keep that feeling inside of me then cry myself to sleep is just -_-
the decision is in your hand, & like u said we still have a lot of time to decide before we have any ikatan.so,make the right decision now. whatever it is,i will not hate u & i always will pray for yr happiness always.
don't make me like her,coz ur just making me hate her more.

p/s:thanks fren,for calling me when u know that i'm down,i appreciate it,really:)


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I feel so blessed to be alive now. bf & i nearly got into an accident just now, bus some more.stupid or what.arrrghh!!but still,im still grateful enough to be alive.alhamdullilah.
amin.

&& my dad gave me a tix to the spore flyer.:)
bf,when can go?can't wait.heee.
thank you dad.wo ai ni.

&& tomorrow gonna accompany my lil bro go collect his PSLE results.im so sure he's gonna go to an express stream.& im still confuse which sch will he choose? hmmmm.. fuchun is an absolute NO!lol.

OK. so many things have happened to so many ppl these days.some of those who have been a long relationships have ended their relationships just like that.hmm.&& when it ends,the poeple whu stood by them are the family & frens. they are the ones who were , are & will always be with you. and im happy for those who have found their partner. wish them everlasting loves & happiness always.:)

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Im feeling super annoyed today. with the teacher.
and im PMS-ing today. arrrrghhhh!!!
irritating..

ok bye!
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helloeverybody.
i just came home frm work,& they were having bbq.& thanks to sheila & my boss for making me feel bad ok..its not as if i want to go,but i have to go home early && futhermore the bf is already waiting for me.kesian kn die sheila.so,i was the first to go home & the sakit hati part is that i didnt get to eat my satay, THANKS ehh fairuez dtg lambat.eeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!
well,this is just the job that i love, the people are fun,no politics & whatever & its just fun.
&& i lovs my job*Smile widewide*

my bf birthday is coming up i have a long list of things that i want buy for him,but im not sure if i have enough time to come out with that amount.but the sweet thing is that,he said he doesn't want anything but just me to celebrate his bdae with.sweet or what.bf,aku syg kau ok.
thanks for fetching me almost everyday without fail & entertaining my non stop nonsense.:)

i don't need friends like u who are hyprocrite ok..my life will be far more better if i don't come across these type of ppl in my life.BUT the good news is,im left with only a few mths more before i wont c again.*phew*


just an article abt friendship.

Friendship is a gift of God. Some of us are blessed with good friends. But as it happens, these friendships are taken for granted in some cases and not valued. It is similar to a case of two couples. Say one has no child even after many years of marriage and the other has many children, more than they can manage. What do you think? Will the couple with many children value the children as much as the couple which has none? Everything is relative in life. We value what we don't have and give less valuable to what is freely available with us. Friendship is one such relationship.Why should we value friendships? What qualities does a good friend bring in our relationship that makes the friendship so valuable? Let us examine some of these.

Judgment - a good friend is rarely judgmental. We can be open in our behavior with our good friends because we know that they will not judge us. We can enjoy this freedom only with friends. It is nothing short of a blessing, because with other people our actions and behavior are always calculated and guarded and that takes away lot of pleasure from our life.

Share Sorrow and losses - A friend can be depended upon to share all our problems and sorrows. This sharing may not reduce the impact of loss but helps us to unburden ourselves. This is no small gift of friendship. Once I saw the image of a man left alone in the village after an earthquake. The whole villages got killed except this man. With who, will this man share his sorrow? A friend gives us this gift.

Hope - During our times of trouble, only a friend comes forward and gives us encouragement and hope. With that inspiration one begins afresh. At times in life when we feel totally devastated and hopeless, and when our self-esteem reaches a big low, a friend helps us regain confidence in ourselves.

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MY ALL TIME FAVOURITE SONG!!



thanks ehh ema.haha.
im doing this upon request.:)
Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. Do you have secrets?~
should be..

2. Would you fall in love with a boy older thn you?~
yeah.currently.:)

3. Do you enjoy going to school?~
i think it shld be NO,NOPE,TIDAK!!

4. What would you do w a billion dollars?
get married? buy a house & quit my job.lol.

5. Who in this world do you hate most?
lets nt say who,bt i hate LIPAS the most.eeeeeeeewwwwwwww

6. Which is more blessed,loving someone or being loved by someone?
-_-

7. Define Love.
love is a pure feeling.i guess.hee

8. If the person you secretly like is alrd attached,what would you do?
nothing?

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
I will be EXTREMELY happy if my family is back as whole.
:)

10. What makes you angry?
people whu irritates me?

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
a mother of 10 kids maybe?lol

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
For now, it'll be the siblings,grandparents & bf.

13. What is the most important thing in life?
HONESTY.

14. Single or attached?
Attached.

15. What is your favorite colour?
pink & white.

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Only when I'm married.:)

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously,who would you pick?
the one whu loves me too?

18. Would you forgive & forget no matter how horrrible a thing that someone has done?
It wont be easy for me to forget but will be forgiven.

19. What is the 1 thing you wished for?
something.:)

20. 5 people i have chosen to tag..
can i tag ema again?
haha.joking.
1)FARIS aka REZ
2)agus aka dass
3)sheeda aka adeq
4)nurhafiza aka fiza
5)sape2 pon boleh lahh aka tk cerewet

thank you.

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i woke up very early today coz i wanna go to sch.semangats ok.& then guess what?baru nk mandi,i received a msg. morning class cancelled!wth!bile aku da semnagt nk g skola,cancel la pulak.haish.nvm.so i though of gg to the 2nd lesson BUT since it was rainning,aku sunggh malas. and i didnt go to sch.-_-

but then there are somethings that i would rather do than gg to sch;

1)meet the bf and spend time with him & irfan.:)

2)go to my grandma hse and watch the susuk moviee.

3)meet up with aja & head dwn to our fav nasi ayam penyet shop.

4)meet up with ema & just chill.

5)meet up with rez and talk craps.

6)meet up with fiza and chill while eating keropok lekor && whateva stuffs frm pasar mlm.

7)meet up with sheila and laugh out very louds on our own jokes.

8)or i could just go to work.

9)oror i could just sleep like a pig.haha.


i really hope that abby abadi would stay strong.&& abby is wayway preetier than that 20yearsold.bleargh!-_-

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i was really happy to see them today.well there was shafa,teddy,wak,shah,cicak & apis. EMA!!u should be there.babe,i miss you too.meet up real soon aite?:)
i miss those guys so much.but i didn't stay long coz im gg out.-_-
and to shafri,im glad we made up & like what u said.we will always be frens.;)
ilovethemall.
no pictures coz there was no camera:(*sadness.*

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