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"Mistakes are minimized by experience and experience is maximized by mistakes."

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huda♥faris

my smile hides a million sorrows only i know.

i hate my stepmom and even at times i do hate _________ & ________ too.at home im almost close to invisible.bt only when i do somthing bad then only will i become visible.if i do smthing godd,no one & i mean no one ever sees it. im sick and tired of everything nw. i just have a wish nw,that is to run as far far far away as i can so that i wont make yr life difficult ok!i have never ever depended on my family for anything.i have been working ever since i finished my Os till nw,though i job hop a lot,i will always get a job in time.i have never ask for any expensive stuff frm you.all yr pay will go to "them".all my stuffs are either gifts frm frens or it is by my own fucking money!
i cry to sleep eveyday bt no one noes.

to a fren,
i know i have made mistakes to you.i was sorry for being too egoistic at that time to even say sorry to you when u have done a lot to help me.and then we have to end our frenship in the most worse way.even though it has been a yr,i am still hoping that we cld be frens again.& i mean close frens like we used to.6 years of frenship and to end it just like that.-__- u understood me too well.abt me,my family and all.no one cld ever replace u.nw,whenever i have probs at hm,im lost i dnt noe whu to turn to.i just wish you cld come back to my life.
ur my fren,my bestfren,my sister.
IMISSYOU!:(

and my bf has been great.he tolerated all my nonsense. i can be laughing ine moment and the next i just dnt wish to talk to him,yet he stays and console me & try his best to make me talk to him again.he may nt be the perfect guy bt he always try to put a smile on my face every day without fail.even at times he may irritate the hell out of me when he noe i have no mood. yet i noe deep dwn he loves me.
thanks love for being one patient guy.and i noe i took u for granted at times,but..
haiz.thank you muhd faris for never giving up on me.

have a great weeknd ppl.

tomorrow theres a firework festival.:)
watching fireworks always makes me feel better.

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