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Friday, February 29, 2008, 00:53
huda is so ketinggalan zaman.i just gt to noe that ah meng is no longer alive.she died,on the 2nd day of chinese new year somemore.pffft!!so,i decided to pay a tribute to her.im nt exectly an animal lover.bt ah meng seyy!!famous ok she. ok done. nk tido! bye!
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Tuesday, February 26, 2008, 21:09
faris i l o v e you. no matter what.
* aku sungguh masih sayang padamu jangan sampai kau meninggalkan aku begitu sangat berharga dirimu bagiku dan ku pastikan setia dihatimu dan ku korbankan semuanya untukmu sungguh kuberharap kau pon begitu padaku BACK TO TOP
You.Can.Only.Type.One.Word. Not as easy as you might think.
1. Where is your cell phone? • table 2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend ? • bedok 3. Your hair? • long 4. Your mother? • home 5. Your father? • werk 6. Your favorite thing? • hp 7. Your dream last night? • study 8. Your favorite drink? • soyabean 9. Your dream car? • wish 10.say something about your life? • GREAT 11. Your ex? • there 12. Your fear? • future 13. Where do you want to be in 10years? • living 14. Who did you hang out with lastnight? • bf 15. What you're not good at? • lots 16. Muffins? • :) 17. When you DIE, u'd rather beCREMATED or BURRIED? • burried 18. Where you grew up? • woodlands 19. Last place you've been to lastnight? • anchorpoint 20. What are you wearing? • clothes 21. Where are you? • home 22. Your pet/s? • none 23. Your laptop? • table 24. Your life? • pleasure 25. Your mood? • neutral 26. Missing? • bf 27. What are you thinking about rightnow? • friday 28. Your fav. color? • white 29. Your work? • cashier 30. Your summer? • never 31. Your relationship status? • blissfully 32. Your favorite food? • seafoods 33. When was the last time you laughed? • tadi.hah 34. Last time you cried? • hmmm 35. School? • tomorrow! -------------------------------------------------------------- Talk to her in movie theatres.... Hold her hand while u talk.... Tell her shes beautiful.... Look her in the eye when u talk to her.... Tell her stupid jokes.... Let her mess with ur hair.... Just walk around wit her.... Look at her like shes the only girl you see... Tickle her Even if she says stop.... When she starts swearing at u,tell her ulove her.... Let her fall asleep in ur arms.... GET HER MAD,THEN KISS HER.... Tease her...Let her tease u back.... kiss her enough, but dont over kiss her.... Stay up wit her all night when shes sick.... Watch her favorite movie.... Kiss her forehead.... Write her letters.... If she asks u 2 go 2 a show with her,go.... Let her wear ur clothes..... When shes sad,hang out with her.... Buy her ice cream.... Let her take all the photos of u shewants.... Kiss her in the rain.... And when u fall in love with her tell her ----------------------------------------------------------------------- Never leave the one you [LOVE]for the one you (LIKE)because the one you LIKE will leave youfor the one they LOVE the one you LIKE will give yougoosebumps; the one you LOVE will makeyou laugh and send shivers down yourspine. When the one you LIKE cries, you feelsorry for them; but when the one youLOVE cries, you cry with them. True Love Doesnt Have A Happy EndingBECAUSE True LOVE Never Ends ------------------------------------------------------------------------ When i dont call you- i want you to miss me
When i walk away from you mad- catch and hug me.
When i stare at your mouth- uve got sexy lips dear
When i push you or hit you- say,you're cool.come lets play boxing!
When i start cussing at you- i'm waiting.you know what it means.
When im quiet- perk me up or before that,qn me whyam i quiet..
When i ignore you- i need ur attention,durr..
When i pull away- say,baby come on...
When you see me at my worst- whisper and say youre beautiful.
When you see me starting to cry- try to make urself look cute and sadtoo then hug me and say dont cry,imhere.
When you see me walking- close my eyes and kiss me on my cheeks.
When im scared- protect me..
When i lay my head on your shoulder- kiss me on my forehead
When i tease you- its time to joke,tease me and we'lllaugh together.
When i dont answer for a long time- sing me a song.
When i look at you with doubt- convince me
When i say that i like you- like?not love?
When i grab at your hands- play with my palms.ahah..somehow,itsticklish.
When i tell you a secret- smile and keep it between us.
When i look at you in your eyes- dont look away.wink at me
When i miss you- i look at our pics.
When you break my heart- pain remains.
When i say its over- i still want you to be mine. -------------------------------------------------------------------- SAGITTARIUS-THE BEST SEXUAL PARTNER(11/22-12/21)Love to bust. Nice. Sassy.Intelligent. EXTREMELY SEXY. Predictfuture. Loves being in longrelationships. Has lots of friends.Great talker. Always gets what he orshe wants. Also not a fighter, but ifthey have to, they will also knock thelights out of you if it comes down toit.Cool. Loves to own Geminis' insports. Extremely fun. Loves to joke.Smart.
LEO - THE SEX MANIAC(7/23-8/22)Very talkative. Nice to everyone theymeet. Their Love is one of a kind.Silly, Fun and SEXY. Have own uniqueappeal. Irresistible. Most caringperson you'll ever meet! however notthe kind of person you wanna messwith...they will kick your ass... umight end up crying... -------------------------------------------------------------------- wat a gurl deserves... So it was their7th monthanniverseryand the girl calls her boyfriend: :girl:I love you. - Boy:Yeah I know everyone does! -Girl:Really? - Boy:Yeah...everyone of my friends that aregirls tell me that everyday. - Girl:Oh...but am I only your friend? - Boy:No...you're my girlfriend...why? - Girl:So when I say I love you I really domean it. - Boy:Yeah I know you do mean it...its justthat you dont need to tell me that youlove me anymore cuz I know you love mesince the day we been together and ilove you more each and everyday. - Girl:...... - Boy:So wanna go somewhere tonight for our 7month anniversary? - Girl:Yeah...where? - Boy:I dont know...maybe movie then dinner? -Girl:Ok. - Boy:Ill pick you up after I get off and getready ok? - Girl:Ok. What time do you get off? - Boy:In 2 hours and then I gotta gohome and yeah get ready which takesabout 15-20 mintues... -Girl:hey...I thought you didnt have worktoday... - Boy:One of my co-workers called in sick. - Girl:Oh okay! So I'll see you around 7:30then? - Boy:Yeah! and babe? - Girl:Yeah? - Boy:I love you. - Girl:I love you too! - Boy:Ok my manager is like looking at me soyeah.... i gotta go. - Girl:Ok bye.- Boy:Bye.**************************** 2 hours later... The guy drives to his girlfriends houseand walks up to the door and ringsbell. - Girl:Hey! (gives a kiss to her boyfriend) - Boy:Wassup...you ready? - Girl:Um...wait...let me get my bag and wecan go ok? - Boy:Ok.They both watched a movie and atedinner...once they were done eatingthey headed back to the car but beforeshe got into the car... - Boy:Wait! Can I blind fold you? - Girl:Why??! - Boy:Its a suprise. - Girl:What kind of suprise? - Boy:A big one. - Girl:Okay but only if you promise me thatyou will hold my hand while we'redriving.- Boy:I promise. - Girl:Ok blind fold me...So they drove off...........and thenthey stopped. - Boy:Ok we're here! -Girl:Where? - Boy:Wait let me walk you to the place! - Girl:What place? - Boy:Somewhere! (and gives a kiss to her onthe lips) - Girl:Baby!...The boy walks her to the place. - Boy:Ok...let me take the blind fold off. - Girl:Where are we?He takes it off her and she opens hereyes and sees the view of the city andat that same spot...that's where hefirst asked her to be hisgirlfriend.... - Girl:Omg...(tears come down) - Boy:Why are you crying? - Girl:This is where you first asked me out... - Boy:What are you doing the rest of yourlife? (he asked on his knees and afterhe says that...behind him...in the airit says "Will you marry me?" infireworks) - Girl:(tears come down faster) - Boy:I wasnt at work when you called me...Iwas planning this whole thing! - Girl:Get up! - Boy:Yeah? - Girl:(kisses him) - Boy:Is that a yes or a no? - Girl:Yes.
difference between a girlfriend and a special girl is that girlfriend is for life but a special girl is sharing his whole life with her for life. ------------------------------------------------------------------------- i feel my hp vibrating!!!haha. njoy this video.. daaaaaaaaaaaaaa!! BACK TO TOP
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im feeling rather weak nw.on friday went to sch to hand in my assigments, did my test, and hand in the debar letter.(",) after which i went to work and then guess what i was supposed to work at 3pm bt i came at 12.30.hahaha.and then coincidence-LY diana,whu was supposed to work at 12.30 came late.finished work at 10pm after that went to bedok.meet bf we went to east coast.i was craving for kerang BUT upon reaching there byk kedai da tutup.so end up eating satay and tulang.eveytime i went there i will remember the very first time we went there together.he odered 30 sticks of satay,padahal org main2 eh.haha.after eating we overnite there.we spend the nite laughing.haha.i had fun.just me and u.(: ysterday i worked at 12.30 to 9.30 and my manager kept insisting me to extand till closing but i dont want.haha.i had this conversation while i was counting money in the office with him.
me:y they never change the cd ah? mr manager: u know what inside the player gt ard 3,4 cd wht. me: *pissed off face* i mean change cd la,change song. mr manager:aiyah in a way the player also change the cd what. me:H A H A H A H A H A H A
c hw lame my manager is.haha.bt still hes nice.(: and as usual bf fetched me after work and off to home. i was soo tired upon reaching home,i took a quick shower.lie down and in a sec, im in dreamland.haha. and today im supposed to be working at 3pm bt i didnt go.in a way,my body is nt feeling too well and my mussle are all aching.and my room is like a kandang lembu,or maybe kandang babi. very2 berserak.pffft! any volunteers to clean up my room?please ah..
tomorrow my sch is holding a bowling game at 1pm. i wanna go. BUT im working at 2.30pm.arrrghh!!gerams la sey.ema,lets meet up and play bowling again la seyy..long time never play already..can??im free frm 3-9 march.i took 1 week leave frm work.beep me up olrite!(:
lagi 5 hari seyy 29th feb. cant wait.(:
i feel like eating ikan bakar,with tomyam soup and kerang. haha. that is so random. bt somebody owe me a treat a lau pa sat . hahaha. he noe whu.
been a long while since i went to waks shop.maybe i shld drop by someday.miss his chicken chop only.i dont miss him.;)but i miss the rest.haha maybe i shld go clean up my room nw or sleep again.
can we just go away far far away no work no stress just u and me in each otha's embrace counting the stars our blessings our future just u and me promise?
i went to sch la sey ysterday. thanks for fidah dor the morning call.but then today she did called me again,bt i didnt wake up. penat sgt la sey. helped bf did his powerpoint and report for his project.stress bangat.sume last min.and then after making 14slides i save bt then tk tau kt mane ilang!!and the best part thumb drive pon kene virus.arrggh! just 1 word to describe what im feeling nw. H E A D A C H E!!!pffft!
on sunday i had a conversation with 1 of the kakak at my workplace. funny la sey. me:kak, lain kali nk beli plastic beli yg tali die color ijau tau.bole diri sendiri. kak ana: HUH? ape kau ckp nie? me: demostrate hw the plastic bole diri sendiri. kak ana: NON STOP LAUGHING me: kak tgok la nie, kn da diri. plastic yg tali oren tk leh. kak ana: eh deq,kau ni giler la.g sambung keje.*stilll laughing* but then,really i was kind of impress with the plastic tali ijau. haha. maybe i was too tired working i my brain cell was gg gaga. haha.
my posting result will be out on the 7th.wish me luck. (:
i cant wait for my pay day. and 29th feb!! faster2 can?
btw im so addicted to this song.
soooo sedap la seyy...(: saye sukeeeeer sgt2.haha the lyrics are here.
[Maiya Rahman] Terusik Jiwa Ku Semakin Terganggu ! Merenung Segala Kisah Kepahitan Lalu !
[Nurun Nuwarrah] Terluka Hati Merintih Terusan Merana ! HarusKah Kita Yang Sering Merasa Derita ?
[Roslan Mohd] LupaKan Segala Sengketa Yang MempedihKan Sememangnya Kita Mampu Bahagia JanganLah Lagi Di Fikir kann ! Sejarah Bukan Hanya Untuk Kau Menderita Namun Ia Mengajar Kita Erti Cinta Menyayangi & Setia Selamanya !
[[CHORUS]] Usah .. Hidupi Derita ! Luka Lama .. Kan Berakhir Jua ! Satu Masa .. Kita Bahagia ,, PASTI ADA CINTA ! Kita .. Disayangi Jua ! Pasti Ada .. Yang Akan Setia ! Memahami .. Menyayangi Kita ,, MENGHARGAI CINTA !
[Maiya Rahman] Apalah Yang Harus DitangisKan Lagi ?! [Nurun Nuwarrah] Mengerti Duka Lara Hanya Menguji Diri ! [Roslan Mohd] Sejarah Bukan Hanya Untuk Kau Menderita Namun Ia Mengajar Kita Erti Cinta Menyayangi & Setia Selamanya !
Usah .. Hidupi Derita ! Luka Lama .. Kan Berakhir Jua ! Satu Masa .. Kita Bahagia ,, PASTI ADA CINTA ! Kita .. Disayangi Jua ! Pasti Ada .. Yang Akan Setia ! Memahami .. Menyayangi Kita ,, MENGHARGAI CINTA !
Apa Ertinya Cinta ! Tanpa Rasa Luka ! Tanpa Rasa Bahagia ! Cinta Sehati Sejiwa Ada Kasih Mesra ! Cinta Kekal Selamanya !
Usah .. Hidupi Derita ! Luka Lama .. Kan Berakhir Jua ! Satu Masa .. Kita Bahagia ,, PASTI ADA CINTA ! Kita .. Disayangi Jua ! Pasti Ada .. Yang Akan Setia ! Memahami .. Menyayangi Kita ,, MENGHARGAI CINTA !
Usah .. Hidupi Derita ! Luka Lama .. Kan Berakhir Jua ! Satu Masa .. Kita Bahagia ,, PASTI ADA CINTA ! Kita .. Disayangi Jua ! Pasti Ada .. Yang Akan Setia ! Memahami .. Menyayangi Kita ,, MENGHARGAI CINTA !
lalalalalalala. im feeling soo mixed up rite nw. sad.sad.sad. can? pffft!
how does it feels when someone dedicates a song to you.gd ryte? but hw does it feels when someone compose a song and sing it in front of u. i felt so touched.(",) bf acctually compose a song for me.i felt like cry bt i didnt becoz he only sang half the song.he said it was only a preview.aha. the lyrics were like so meaningful. & thats y hes the best one.(: my weekend gg be super tired.both day working full shift la sey. and then i gt my debarment letter.appeal again. *sigh* wish me luck la sey. exams is just ard the corner. *wake up*wake up*
its gg to be a while that im meeting those girls again. gg miss each of u. loves.(:
this week had been a very busy week.and i didnt went to sch as usual.mon went out with bf.initial plan was to eat durian but then somehw, we changed our mind and went to eat tulang at beach rd.(: tuesday was stay at home day. came wed was work. thur send bro to grandma hse. fri,sat,sun was work, work and more work. thanks for sending me and fetching me frm work.i really appriciate that.i don't know hw many time have u had sleepless nights because of me.thanks a lot.(: and baby,i cant wait for 29th of feb. 19 more days. but before that im soo looking foward to this wed, 13th feb. meeting ema!!it felt like ages since we met. miss her(:
when 1 door close,another door open. i left my past life,to a new beginning. but sometimes,my past time never seems to leave me behind.
seriously,i dont noe y am i nt gg to sch these days.hmmm.despite nt gg to sch,i just cant seem to stick my butt at home.so,rang up bf and we decided to go out.since he already gt his pay,he bought for me the bag which i have been buging him to buy for me and then luckily we went there todae coz that was the LAST PIECE lar seyy.FINALLY!!thank you bf.(: i might nt always look my best,i might nt be the most preetiest girl u ever dream to be wif,and im no where near perfect.bt despite that all,u still accepted my flaws and accepted me for whu i am.my past,everything.i thank u for that.u sacrificed 2 days of yr beauty sleep just to spend time with me.sometimes i felt that i took u for granted.i couldnt ask for more,really.
n btw theres someone imposting as me msging my fren,nadya,saying all kind of shitty things to her.i was like wth!!if u dont like either me or her,u cld just come to either us and tell us what did we do that piss u off.its just so childish.whoever u are,if u happen to be reading this,go get yrself a life,or maybe just a new hobby??it will do u gd.dont hate too much,u'll age faster.n yah,thanks for worshipping me to the extent of imposting as me.haha.(:
heres something which is funny frm the friendster bulletin board. enjoy reading it guys! i find it very funny!!!
The Orang Panjang Contemporary MatDictionary
Gua [goo-wah] noun – What some matsand minahs use to call themselves.Similar in using “lu” when referringto others. A legacy that datesback to the times of Mat Rocks back inthe early 80s.
A common trick that can be played onMats is to ask them to translatethe English phrase “Monkey Cave” intoMalay. The mat will then say“Gua Monyet” (I'm a monkey).
Mat [mat] noun – To the rest of theworld, the word simply means aMalay guy. But within the Malaycommunity itself there is a growingdisparity in consensus to its actualmeaning. Popularly, it's used todenote a guy who converses primarilyin Malay, as opposed to the more“English speaking” types. Favouritesof the mats include taperedjeans, trucker caps and weepy Malaysongs with sickeningly suicidallyrics.
Matrep [mat-rape] noun – An extremeversion of the mat. In addition tothe usual mat accessories, a matrepwill also come adorned with tattoosand matching body-piercings in weirdcorners of his body.
Minah [mee-nah] noun – An expressionused to denote a Malay female.Derived from the popular Malay name,Aminah, which used to be all therage some time ago. It was sort ofthe “in-thing” to name yourdaughter Aminah back in the 60s and70s. In fact, legend has it that ifyou go to Geylang Serai market andshout “Hai Minah!” at least aquarter of the makcik population thereis going to turn around and smile at you.
Picit [pee-chet] adjective – When amat tells you to “picit” him, itdoes not mean that he is trying to becheeky (or gay, if he is talkingto a fellow mat). It simply means thatthe mat wants you to call him onhis mobile. What were you thinking?
Relaksuah [ree-lek-soo-wah] adjective –Official slogan and life mottoof the mats and minahs.
Sial [see- yal ] noun / adjective – Afull stop in every mat'ssentence. Eg: “Tadi aku nampakaccident sial Rabak sial Aku tak bedeksial Kesian sial” Translation: Justnow I saw an accident (full stop)It was bad (full stop) I'm not kidding(full stop) Poor guy (full stop)In its purest form, “sial”means “jinx” but mats have refinedtheart of using the word to include it atthe end of their every sentence.Also comes in the more politeform “siak” and “siul” for thosewhodo not want to sound too crude.
Skank [s-kank] adjective - A favouriteweird-looking dance performed bymats and minahs. Usually done at anyof the various gigs that mats andminahs love to congregate at. Attimes, you do detect evidence ofartistry in the dance but most of thetime they just look like they'vebeen possessed by the ghost of arestless retard.
Sowie [soh-wee] adjective – Anexpression of apology used by minahs.Commonly used in SMS and instantmessaging. Actually they can just usethe word “sorry” like every normalhuman being but minahs think thatit will make them sound extra cute todeliberately talk that way.Example : “I will be late. Sowie!”
Step [se-tep] adjective – To beguile,dissimulate or impersonatesomething or someone that they arenot. Also commonly used to describe afellow mat or minah who acts in anarrogant manner. E.g.“Kau jangan nakstep tak tahu eh?” Translation: Don'tyou dare feign innocence in thismatter. Can also be used as a gerunde.g. “stepping”. See next entry.
Step Jambu [se-tep jam-boo] adjective -What minahs do when they aresitting alone in a train and a groupof mats walk in. It is a generalexercise where the minah “controls”her facial muscles and posture ina way that would make her look herbest. This would usually involvelooking incessantly at her handphonefor no particular reason.
Stoppit [setop-eet] adjective – Ageneral expression of intolerance anddismay. When a minah uses this phrase,be very careful for it signalsthat she is about to lose her cool orget very violent.haha!!
i am so blessed with the best bf anyone cld ever have. bt then the greatest challenge is yet to come. n no i wont promise that i'll be faithful,all i can do is prove. coz a lot of times,promises are just words and its always meant to be broken. afterall,action speaks louder than words.(:
she nurul ain(: shes siti hajar (: shes nadya(: shes rin (: shes ema and shes adeq (: hope to meet them soon.its febuary too soon.pffft! work sux today.
to a someone out there: i wonder when the hell are u gg to get the hell out of his life or shld i say OUR LIFE?the other time it was abt money,and then nw its abt calculator.whats next b i t c h?u might noe him way way long before i came into his life,but then nw he loves me.get that in yr head.so dont try to pretend to be asking back for yr things when in reality all u want is to c him again.it really pissed me off whenever i hear him saying yr name.go get yrself a new hobby rather than msging him.its a f c u king request frm me.or maybe u shld just f c u k yrself. i have tolerate more than enuf. GET THE F C U K OUT OF MY LIFE BITCH!!!!
sometimes the littlest things done matters the most. to dearest bf,thanks for sending me home today.and then when he started talking abt him gg to ns.deep down inside,i felt like crying.coz i noe he wont be always there for me.and i sure am gg to miss him.pfffft!
You might agree with it, but when it actually happens 96% of girls dont realize it 'til it is too late and that guy who did it is so frustrated that he has moved on to someone who will take notice.
From a guys point of view:
We don't care if you talk to other guys.
We don't care if you're friends with other guys.
But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.
It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without evenacknowledging the fact that we're still there.
We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.
Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning.
Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/cute/stunning, we freaking mean it.
Don't tell us we're wrong.
We'll stop trying to convince you.
One of the sexiest thing about a girl is her confidence. Yeah, you can quote me.
Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood i'm in.
let us pay for you! dont "feel bad" about it
We enjoy doing it. It's expected.
Smile and say "thank you."
Kiss us when no one's watching.
If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed.
You don't have to get dressed up for us.
If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own.
We like you for who you are and not what you are.
honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's. or my tshirt and boxers, not all dolled up
Don't take everything we say seriously.
Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it.
Don't get angry easily.
Stop using magazines/media as your bible.
Don't talk about how hott Morris Chesnutt, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us.
It's boring, and we don't care. You have girlfriends for that.
Whatever happened to the word "handsome"/"beautiful"
Girls, I cannot stress this enough:if you aren't being treated right by a guy, dont't wait for him to change.ditch him. sorry,,disgrace to the male population ass and find someone who will treat you with utter respect.
Someone who will honor your morals.
Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.
Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.
Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel, or what you do.
Someone who will stop what theyre doing just to look you in the eyes....and say "i love you" ..and actually mean it.
i went to sch.after so many days.and then i had my networking test.and i didnt know what to do.seriously.haha.after which met bf and he bought a helmet for me.and he called me tortise for having such a small head.pffffft!!!and like after soo long,we finally managed to catch a movie.we went to watch "the house".it was a great movie.but then i was closing my eyes most of the time.byk babak2 yg menyeramkn,and teperanjat2.thanks to someone for the free tix.(:
after which he sent me home.and then i miss him already.