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Friday, January 25, 2008, 00:19

i dont want to dissappear yet..i kept tossing and turning yet i cant get to sleep..once upon a time,i had a fun great bunch of frens whu were there for me through my ups and downs.but eveything seem to change the moment my status changed to having a bf.all my guys fren dissappeared.they say "mane leh contact kau sgt.kene respect matair kau."hmm.c hw respectful they are to my bf.i hope i still have u guys in case i need a shoulder to cry on one day.and yah, i missed hanging out with u guys.till nw,i have yet to laugh till i cry.and i miss all my frens.
but theres this 1 particular fren whom i really2 missed.she was my bestfren.we shared almost everything together.till 1 day,i have just to make a foolish mistake and then.the years of frenship gone to waste.just like that.the easiest 3 letter words are usually the most difficult to say it out.i wish i hasnt been so ego and just say those 3 words to u."i am sorry"i noe shes doing well and is happy with her life.well,im happy for her as well.but somehw deep2 in my heart i hope,and pray that 1 day,i could call her as my bestfren again.no name mention,i hope she noe whu she is.
it has been a while since i had a reunion with my frens.and i noe its nt gg to happen any soon.we seem to be drifting apart frm each other.im thankful that for once im my life i had u guys a frens.

friendship divides our sorrow and doubles our joy:)

what makes a good relationship?i have been asking that qn to myself this past few days.for me,its honesty,communication,love and most importanly TRUST.trust is a very strong word.and its not just a word,coz when u lose someones trust it ain't easy gaining it back.even if u did gain it back,i can tell u it will never be the same as the original one.there will still be some percentage of it missing.so,tell me, when yr bf cheats on u,tell u lies and his reason was nt to hurt u;its like wth.the truth will always hurt.its better to hear it frm his mouth than to find out later yrself.agreed?im nt posting this becoz im having a fight wif my bf or wat no,im nt.its just self reflecting time.and i more thing that is need in a relationship is sacrifice.a lot of it.u ahve to sacrifice yr time and money.so u c,a good relationship isnt based on just love alone.it has a lot of other things that need to be put in as well.and yah,commitment.thats another strong word to use.r u really ready to commit yrself to that person frm nw till the day u die?

i wish ur just my best fren.really.

life is never fair.

GD NIGHT!!