Friday, January 18, 2008, 17:07
HELLO!
when we were young, we were make to believe that all stepmothers are cruel and evil.as i grow up and having to live with a stepmom myself.let me say.that is just so true.im nt steorotyping.bt its so hard to hear someone whu live with a stepmom and feels comfortable,happy and treat her as yr own mother.hmm.i tried to be nice to her on a few occasion bt i i cant.it just feels so weird.argh!!im hoping that a miracle will happen.*sigh
i noe deep2 down my dad loves me.dad,i love u too.i never ever said this to you.coz it just felt weitd,ever since you married a new women,we drifted apart.as if im in singapore and u,london.i dont blame u.sometimes u sat dwn with me and tell me hw u felt,i wish i cld take all yr pain away.seriously,i can c ur holding back yr tears.i appriciate all that u have done to me.eventhough i have nt been a gd daughter to u all this while,always making u worried abt my whereabts,coming hm late after severals warning.bt still,never have u ever lay yr hands on me.u talk,advice and i never listen.thas hw stubborn i am.sorry for everything.and right nw,i noe what u need is space and a break.i wish i cold have the courage to tell u hw much i care.hw much i appriciate u.and hw much i love u dad.without u,i am nobody.
i hate my bf in a loving way can? coz sometimes what i ever wanted was someone whu can LISTEN while i talk.*sigh
i so dont feel like gg to sch later on.
its the weekends again ppl.
ENJOY YR WEEKENDS!!
GD NIGHT!!

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