on the 16.12..07 wak officially opened his shop.it was quiet tiring but fun.i almost lost my way ok.ahaha.sorry eh ema to disturb yr beauty sleep early in the morning.the business was doing well,bt due to long waiting hrs, some customers got angry and cancelled their orders. bt it was alright,we need to learn much2 more. 17.12.07 went out with bf.to mustafa center.nothing to do so we just walked ard.after which we just spend some time together. 18.12.07 helped wak at his shop.was supposed to come at 12 bt then i woke up at 12.hehe.was ok2 la.& nw im stuck listening to this song.i cant help bt smile everytime i listen to this song.ahaha.
slamat hari raya aidiladha to kdp semua umat islam.
i miss my bf a lot.it has been 3 days since we met,i cant wait for tomorrow. BACK TO TOP
Friday, December 14, 2007, 13:06
Adakah diriku kau tak perlu lagi Adakah cintaku kau tak perlu lagi Adakah dirimu dah berubah hati terhadap diriku
Adakah insan lain bertakhta di hatimu Hinggakan dirimu mengubah cintamu Manakah janjimu yang kau beri dulu kepada diriku
Kau pernah berkata cintamu adalah selama-lamanya Bulan menjadi saksi pada malam itu Kau kata kau cinta
Sayangku dengarlah rintihan hatiku Ingin kau kembali seperti dahulu Kenangan di jiwa membuat ku rindu kepada dirimu
Kau pernah berkata cintamu adalah selama-lamanya Bulan menjadi saksi pada malam itu Kau kata kau cinta
Kiranya diriku kau tak perlu lagi Simpanlah kenangan cinta kita di hati Walaupun sukar, ku akur kali ini Biarlah ku pergi
i wonder y some people are just so plain K-E-P-O. argh! seriously,i am eating a lot more these few days. stress? nah.. happy? kind of.. my appetite seems to have grown. i donnoe why.and bf have been stuffing me with all kinds of food.whatever i feel like eating,he'll buy for me.and then at the end o the day,he will call me GPB.argh!
my day today totaaaaaly sucks.i went to sch to start the day with a test.did i study?NO.i failed the test.kanasai~never did i ever fail a test in my days in ITE bt nw i did.after break was cisco test.we can all pass the cisco bt the theory cannot.PELIK TAPI BENAR.haha.after which bf was SUPPOSED to fetched me frm sch,bt intially he was tired and he slept.at times like this i really wish i could kill him.i wish.so i went to wdls to settle some things and teserempak with fir.thanks for the company dude!appriciated.(: and then went hm.bf only woke up at 8pm. aku mcm nk mengamok bt then i upon hearing his voice,i just kept quiet.he reached my blk at 10.and so i went to meet him.for only 10mis la seyy.i was damn sad.because,something happened.shit!and nw i really miss my bf,i really do.
oh yah!in case i forgot. FARIS aka REZ. aku really appricated yr HELP to me today..tapi ape kau buat tu,seeeecret..u noe,i noe public dont noe.hehe.THANKS fren!(: BACK TO TOP
Friday, December 7, 2007, 19:04
Issit possible for guys and girls to ever be best friends and simply just that without any crush or feelings? I mean does it work? Issit even real? You do have one, and have no feelings whatsoever towards them? What bout the other party? You sure they feel the same way? hmmm... Lets be frank here, everyone knows guys and gals are never meant to be friends let alone best/close friends. When I say friends its not simply meant acquintance or colleagues but that level of knowing someone to some personal extend. So issit possible? Or perhaps this is another case of bended rules by us?From the way I see it, there's a line drawn between friends and lovers and that line depends on the individual themselves. That specific line are varied accordingly so maybe, the way you treat them might seem pretty normal to you but to them it might meant affection instead. Coz, for one thing, you can never know whats on the other party's mind. So ok, you guys shared stuff, rant, confessed and all but claims its just platonic relationship with no feelings attached eh? You do know sharing discreet information of one's life is a sign of trust, comfort and most of all closure.. So if they are your bestie, would you indulge them your secrets? What bout that special someone? What kind of indulgence to they acquire? Are you sure its platonic and not an act of denial? .. Think again..Hmm... Alright then, lets say its possible to be bestie between sexes but, how long can it last before it overweighs the comfort zone? How long can you fight against the overwhelming force of nature? You can lie to everyone but you can never lie to yourself. We are humans and opposite attracts applies so how could you claim them to be your best pal while subconsciously knowing that you both might someday be an item? Even if that thought was never on your mind, the world is everchanging. We change. You change. They change. One way or another, believe me when I say love will eventually sprawl out. Theres no other way to prove then to let nature takes its own course. Its nature's law; could be bent, but can never write it off.
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